So super ready

As my date draws ever closer I have been getting more and more excited. I've also done a lot of thinking as well. As I was driving to work I was thinking about how I like to express affection and how I like my affection expressed. In other words what language of love do I speak. For those of you that don't know they are touch, affirmation, gifts, time, and service. The answer is basically touch, but like a Libra it's not simply one thing. I actually need a balance of affirmation and touch. If a guy simply tells me how much he likes me it will keep me ok for a bit, but I then start feeling lonely and questioning he's words. If he always shows me his interest through touch then yes I feel it, but I begin to wonder if he just knows how to kiss and hold me without having any interest. So a guy has to be willing to do a combination of both. I'll find out if this guy will be able to tomorrow. We have talked on the phone, we have talked in ims and e-mails on bear411. We have exchanged photos. So I'm super excited. Tomorrow it's going to dinner then back to his place to watch a movie and snuggle. I could be dating someone seriously after tomorrow, or I could be at it all over again. I'll keep you all in the loop.
More proof that clothes can really hide an amazing body. Now granted if I saw this guy in his suit I'd kinda have a hunch that he was built well. You can see a good chest build. Plus I think he's cute. Then you see him naked and just wow. You really can't judge a book by it's cover. Especially in a suit.
Damien is a porn star that was one of the first guys I ever saw completely nude. And by saw nude I mean saw a picture of him nude. It was for a site featuring guys over 35. He's a guy that I'd watch in action every chance I got. He's also probably why I'm so attracted to muscular older bears.
So the cigar looks like it's been edited. The shadow seems to have appeared out of nowhere cause nothing else has a shadow. As for the dick that one I'm having trouble with. It does seem a bit crisper and cleaner looking than the rest of the photo. Now that could be because it's lubed up, but I can't help but wonder about the true shape and size of this guys dick.
I know the guy in the red posers is Karim, but I can't tell who the other guy is. I do wish bodybuilding shows were a bit like the Jimmy Z shows. Very tiny skimpy posers. A lot more attitude and showing off. Far more erotic. Better to see that muscle in action than stationary right?

Videos

First up is Peter Latz smoking. I use to be very big into him. Specifically when he did that duo scene with Big Roger. Well in this one he smokes some cigars while fixing a car then going home to strip and pose. Must say when he cums it's a pretty thick load. Next up is two twinkish guys fucking. I say twinkish because when I think of a twink I picture a skinny young guy. These guys have some meat. Anyway they clearly have a good time together. Was quite passionate at times. And they each shoot quite a load at the end. Third up is Jay McQuay. He also went by the name of Marc on Sean Cody. He's a bodybuilder which explains the build. In this video he just jacks off. No talking or interviewing. Just a good ole jack off session. Then it's a very sweaty bareback session. The top in this really goes at it. I mean position after position after position. It was a marathon. No wonder he just gets drenched in sweat. And that bottom takes it all. It's amazing. Just be warned that it is a breeding scene where they insists on the bottom releasing the catch. Oh this pick is so worth it. So as you know by now Mack SF can pound a mean ass. Well this scene is actually the 2nd part of a movie. In this scene Mack and Jesse are in Paris. A typical scene until Mack get's fucked. Yes this is one of the few times Mack ever bottoms and it's caught on camera. Wish It was me who got to do it. Last up is Thomas Bjorn fucking Billy. If you've seen any of Thomas' other videos or anything I've posted of him before and liked it then you'll love this one. Love watching that man work.
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In better spirits

I was talking to my ex today and he said I seemed to be in a better mood lately. I figured it must be the weather (it's been very warm for Wisconsin, plus we didn't get hit with a ton of snow like further north). Or that I was no longer worrying about John. Maybe it is because I was asked out. I didn't tell him that. He just found out today. Hasn't said to much about it. And it's not just me that's in a better mood. Brock has also been in a good mood. He was in the store the other day and he was just so much happier. I think the main reason is because he's finally stopped letting his son get to him and is letting him fall flat on his face. Anyway he bought a testosterone booster from me and has been ranting and raving about what a good mood he's been in. Scott is madly in love with his new guy so he's been on cloud 9. Even my ex has been in a good mood. So I'm thinking all that has translated into me being in a good mood myself. Well hope it continues because it's nice to feel good for once.
I was on Roids N Rants and I saw this picture under the headline Roman Ragazzi 1974-2012. I read the comments to find out that he died last weekend of an apparent suicide. And sadly this has a ring of truth since someone who knew him posted a comment saying that he heard the news. From what I heard he left porn on good terms and had a good job as a personal trainer. Just makes you wonder who horrors and emotions were going through his head. I've been there. It's like you feel no way out, but death. If he just had someone to go to he would still be here today on the road to recovery and living a normal life. Depression is no joke guys. It can affect anyone. You never know where someone is emotional. Treat each other with respect.
If I saw this guy on the side of the road I'd pick him up. Ok I may not, but I'd sure be staring and thinking about it. Supposedly if you hitchhike there is a good chance you will have to put out. He's just making it easy.
Love the picture, but hate the phone. Seriously guys if you are going to take photos please get a masculine colored cover. Everything else about this photo is just fine. Nice hard dick. A guy with an innocent face, but a body for sin.
I know Tony Maxim isn't everyone's favorite. Some say he needs to cut down more or is too big, blah blah blah. Personally I like Tony the way he is. He just seems to have a good personality. Therefore I wouldn't change a thing. If he's happy the way he looks then more power to him. He doesn't need a bunch of us telling him how he should look. Now granted if you are doing bodybuilding then that's specifically what they get told to do, but on the net we shouldn't. I'm drawn to people with good personalities and I think Tony has one. From what I've heard and seen.