Back to work

I had a pretty good weekend. Me and Ted went out of town to just hang then I went with some friends to a demolition derby on Saturday. Was fun all around and I got some fun pictures. Sent Coach one that made him chuckle. Yesterday was a nice day. Didn't do anything. Just watched a bit more true blood.
The other good thing is that Ted and Coach are getting along. Not to mention that Ted has pretty much said he's not going to pursue me (romantically) anymore. Coach and Ted will be meeting the first week of October. Things there are going well which has made my life a little less heavy. Now it's just focusing on Ted and his dating life. Last week three guys were interested in him and sadly he's seeing the crappy side of dating. The one he's talked to the most seems like he has the most to hide. Just feels like he's avoiding something and I think it's that he's HIV positive. I mean the guy told Ted he was going on a date (saturday), but not sure too much was going to happen (why he had to tell ted this is beyond me) because the guy lied to him (and yet you are still going out with him) and that's not a good sign. Then he tells Ted about the date (again why?) saying that the guy has to blow into his car to get it started (so a smoker and heavy drinker). When asked how many OWI's the guy had he responded that it was too many. With all that in mind he tells Ted that he THINKS he won't see that guy again. Needless to say Bachelor number 1 is done. Bachelor number 2 was actually in the city me and Ted went to go visit and asked if he could meet us. Ted said where would you like to meet and when. We never heard back from him until after we got back. Apparently his reply was left in the draft box. The e-mail was sent on Thursday. We were going up there on Saturday. Wouldn't you think you would try a little harder to get a hold of someone coming to meet you? Plus he seems to have trouble writing. In the last e-mail he sent it just made no sense. I read it myself. So bachelor number 2 is pretty much done. Thus leaves bachelor number 3. He by far seems to have connected to Ted the best. He's also the closet. The problem is that he works nights so there are long periods of time when he won't respond back. He gave Ted his e-mail address and made it sound like he was going to respond more regularly, but sadly he didn't respond at all yesterday and so far hasn't responded today so Ted is pretty down about it. I have a feeling he will respond and he's not just playing Ted and even told him that, but he's still feeling down. Needless to say they'll be exchanging phone numbers soon so that they can at least text. Something I need to get Coach to do since he doesn't have a cellphone yet.

Speaking of Coach we have a date Saturday and I'm staying the night. It will be nice to be able to just enjoy our time together. Be able to enjoy each other all night. What I am looking forward to the most is waking up next to him. Seeing that smile he gives me. To hold him and kiss him good morning. That has always been my big thing. I've always found waking up next to someone to just be so calming. In romantic movies when the two characters wake up next to each other and smile it always makes my heart melt. In porn it makes my heart melt and my dick hard. That's just how I am. Even with Ted it was nice to just be able to wrap my arms around him while sleeping or in the morning to let him know I'm there. The first time I ever had sex, I stayed over at the guys place. For him it was just sex and that was clear. He wouldn't let me hold him and wouldn't hold me. That was some of the most restless sleep I had. Then towards the morning wants to get frisky. With coach I've never felt that. I've stayed over before and even if we weren't holding each other we were still touching in some way. It felt so right and it will feel so right on Saturday. Even if we don't have sex the entire time I'm there (ha we will) as long as I get to hold him and snuggle with him at night I'm good.
I've been meaning to post this song for awhile, but just finally remembered to do it. I'm sure you've heard of RuPaul's drag race? If not then well get your head out from under that rock. Anyway I started watching in the 2nd season. I was home visiting my mom and there was a marathon on of the first and 2nd season. I actually saw the ending for the 2nd season before anything. Then from there I kinda went backwards to watch it. By far I think it's the best season. The reason being is that it seemed like even the bitchest contestant made an emotional connection with the audience. I think the most powerful moment in the 2nd season was when Pandora Boxx talked about thinking of committing suicide. She got tons of e-mails and letters saying that others can relate and thanks for sharing the story in the reunion special and it's true. There is a reason why Pandora has a huge following. I wish she would have won to be honest, but I digress. The song for that season (Don't be Jealous of my Boogie) always got stuck in my head and still does from time to time (probably cause it's on my mp3 player). This is a video that was put together by supahypasonic. It has clips from the show and the untucked special. I like it more than the official video.