Things really have changed

I know my attraction for guys has really changed over time. Part of that is because of my relationship and others I think through maturity. For example guys with big cocks. That was a big thing for me. I think honestly it's because of porn. Reviews go on and on about a guy's huge dick. Or that will be in the synopsis of a porn scene. I had a boyfriend with an 8 inch dick. It wasn't just long, but also thick. Yeah at first it was great, but honestly it just got to be painful. Takes forever to get adjusted to it and when you do it only lasts for a bit. Least for me. So I'm not going to use dick size as a big make or break thing for me. Yeah I'd like to be with a guy with at least a 4 incher, but kinda want to cut off at 7 inches. I like deepthroating. Hard to deep throat a really long dick. Another thing I've changed about is how I feel about muscles on a guy. For me it use to be the bigger the better. Then after working out myself and seeing that few of those guys are truly natural I kinda started getting turned off by those guys. I still like guys that are bigger then the average person, but not to the point they look freakish. Would I still do it with a bodybuilder probably. Would I see a long term relationship out of it, probably not. There are other things that have changed too. It really feels that these changes are for the better and come from me being in a relationship. There are guys my boyfriend is attracted to that I originally wouldn't have given them much attention, but do now. Even all the blogs I go to. Funny how in just a year's time I've changed so much in the way I think about physical attraction, emotional attraction, and sex.