I had a nice weekend. Saturday I was alone for awhile so I had a very nice edging session. The only downside was my boyfriend had to work and he was not in a happy mood when he got home. So I didn't get to have any fun. We did have some fun Sunday morning. We then vegged out on the couch for awhile then went to see his mom. Today I'm back at work. Short day today since it is a holiday, but I did get to have some more edging fun. I honestly prefer edging to actually blowing my load. I find it's just more fun. More pleasure in holding it off then blowing my load. Besides if I blew my load every time I edged then my boyfriend wouldn't have any when we go at it. Plus I think it's why my workouts have been going so well. I honestly love working out then giving my cock a good workout. Also noticed my nipples are getting bigger and more sensitive. Not to the point where playing with them makes me hard, but more pleasure when I'm pleasuring myself. I'm really excited in knowing that there is going to come a time when my guy will be gone in the morning and that means I get to pleasure myself before working out. Kinda noticing that I'm getting my slim figure back and yet my muscle seem to be getting a bit larger and I'm getting that veiny look. Yeah it's really helping my ego which helps my edging sessions. I'd love to go back home and jack off more, but my boyfriend doesn't know that I still jack off to porn. I think he has a clue, but hasn't called me on it. I think as long as I'm ready when he's ready he's ok with it. And as long as I clean up after myself. He knows I have tons of porn, so I assume that he knows I watch it from time to time. I'd have him join me, but we don't like the same things in porn not to mention he isn't really a porn guy anymore. He's way more picky about his porn then me. Which is a great segway into today's videos. First up is a clip with Andrew Justice and some other guy. Think this is a scene from Campus Pizza (based on the fact that this is a titan movie and there's pizza). Now I'd love to have an uncle like this. Would have make things a little easier growing up. Next up we have a horny cop. Now I have no clue about the story behind this scene, but what I do know is both guys are smoking and so is the sex. Next up is more Kristen Bjorn goodness. This is a foursome meaning this takes place later in the movie. If you ever watch those films it always starts off with a couple then more and more guys later on. Anyway again hot scene can't help but like it. Now this next one is again one of my fantasies growing up. Being seduced by the coach. There were quite a few hot coaches at my high school that I wouldn't mind going down on. Shame this never happened to me. Then again we never used the showers. Next is more truckers going at it. We all know the stereotype about the horny trucker. Well if more looked like that I'd be at more truck stops. Damien and some twink start the scene off then Ivan Andros and another bald guy help finish the scene. Seriously why can't all truckers look like these guys instead of the extremely out of shape ones that I see on a day to day basis. Lastly is a vintage scene with Jon Vincent and Kevin Williams. Like I said in a previous entry I find Jon Vincent very sexy not just because of his body, but because of how verbal he is. Then again if I had a voice and body like his I'd be as verbal.

Up and down I go

Today I've been up and down emotionally. I mean this morning I was flat out pissed by the time noon rolled around. I still don't really know what exactly set me off. I don't know if it was the fact that I didn't get to sleep in because I had to take my boyfriend to get his car repaired. Or if it was the fact that I didn't get to workout because of it. I don't know if it's the fact that I found out that I'm working memorial day. I don't know if it was the fact that we got tons of shipments in today. It could even be the long line of seniors I had this morning that did nothing but complain. I don't know if it was some sort of withdrawal from the stuff I took yesterday that was suppose to burn fat and create energy. By the time I had one at about noon and ate my lunch I felt better. Less pissed off at the world. Thinking my blood sugar was low. No I'm not diabetic, but I am genetically predisposed to depression and having a low blood sugar messes with the chemicals in the brain. I've always noticed that I get edgy when I'm hungry. Well whatever it was I'm glad it passed. Now I can be happy that my boyfriend got the job he was hoping he would get. It means that some mornings I won't get to see him, but also means that some morning I won't get to see him. So if it's not a workout day it can be an edging day. Least for awhile. Honestly I think that might be another reason why I was kinda pissed. Usually I workout on Fridays which puts me in a good mood and edging is a workout. It causes your testosterone levels to rise and does release those feel good chemicals. So that could have been the other problem. Too pent up. Like I said just glad it passed. Makes it easier to be nice to customers and make sales or give them a good first impression. Well guess onto the videos. First up is a video from the guy site. The models name is Rocky. The thing about this video is I think a lot of the interview the middle can be cut out. Or at least have him flex a bit in between. He has a nice body and what not. Oh well. Next up is the first scene from (as you can see in the video) Backwoods Bears. This is a very hot scene between Tom Dixter and Allen Silver. I mean these two go at it. It is very very hot. That's all I can say about it. 3rd on the list is a scene with Brocky. I don't know who the other guy is. I like this scene more for Brocky then the other guy. I mean look at him he's huge. Plus this scene has one of the hottest sexual positions in my opinion. Having a guy hold you up while fucking you. That always makes me rock hard. Hope to one day be strong enough to do it to my boyfriend. I kinda out weigh him so he can't exactly do it to me. Next Dred Scott and Patrick Knight show why fucking outside can be amazingly hot. This is a scene from Trespass. The first one where I ever saw Dred Scott in action. Man that guy is hot. The last two videos are from Kristen Bjorn films. Like I said love those films and scenes. Hot guys going at it with multiple cumshots. Kinda hard not to love it.

Feeling kinda sexy today

So today I didn't have to go in until later so I got to spend some alone time. Needless to say that meant I had an edging session. I love doing that. By far one of the best things a guy can do for himself. Anyway I had a really good session today. Now this could have been because I worked out right before getting down to it so my testosterone was high. Think I'll keep that in mind for next time. Or I could have an edging session right before working out to have the best workout. Well I decided to try something this time. I put on a condom. I actually think my cock was more sensitive with the condom on. The only annoying part is that I had to take it off to pee and needless to say it did not go back on. I would have got another one, but then my boyfriend would notice the shortage of condoms. I figure I can get away with one. Not sure I can get away with 2. Plus I don't want to have to go out and buy my own condoms for edging purposes. Maybe when we get a new box I'll grab another one out of there. Plus I seemed to get a little more turned on by my body then ever before. I don't know again it could have been the workout previous. I mean there are still things I want to change, but I looked down and looked in the mirror and said wow I'm actually coming along pretty well. Would love a flatter stomach and a bigger chest and arms, but coming along none the less. So maybe the next time me and my boyfriend go at it I might put on a little show for him....or not. Still think he looks better then me. So I'm at work and still kinda buzzed. Kinda want to pull out my dick and play with it a bit. Speaking of pulling out my dick here are some videos that will probably make you do the same. This is another Kristen Bjorn clip. What can I say they are good. I can seriously not think of one of those titles I didn't like. Anyway this one features Andreas Cavalli and some other guy. I just know that because of the title. Anyway It's just a hot scene. Not much more to say about that. Next up is Vince Ferelli and Josh Griffin. As anyone that has read this blog knows I absolutely love Vince Ferelli. He just has that smile and look about him that says hey I'm a good guy. Now Josh is no slouch. He is looking pretty damn good too. Would love to have been a fly on the wall of this shoot. Next up is something new I felt like posting. I rarely find anything I like on gaytube, but here is one I love. It's by Pecslova and it's what he calls his muscle mix. This is the 4th in the series apparently. I prefer to watch it without sound, but that's just me. Next up is a silver daddy I do not mind hitting Michael Burkk. I don't know who the other guy is, but he's pretty lucky. Burkk just has that raw sexual desire that well makes him a porn star. Just when you watch him you can tell he's not holding back which makes for a great scene. Lastly is a clip of a vintage barber shop. This is just another reason why I like vintage stuff. I'd love to have my hair cut by this guy. Both guys look hot and even hotter going at it.

Back at home

So I've returned from my trip to see my sister graduate. Yeah that was fun. Didn't post here since well felt awkward posting this stuff in my parents house since well they don't know that I'm gay. Or they do know and I just haven't come out and admitted it along with admitting I have a boyfriend. Anyway it was alright. Missed my boyfriend a lot. I've been spoiled living with him. I kinda take it for granted until I'm away from him, but he welcomed me home last night. Good times. Good times. Now I just have to get back into the swing of work and working out. Don't need to become a fat slob just because I took off for a week. Plus I'm too self conscious to stop. Feel like people are noticing my body more. So I'd like to keep it up. I've also been noticing that I've been looking at guys legs more. Now this could be because it is shorts season. Just a pair of muscular legs draw my attention which is odd because before it was a big chest and arms. Maybe because it's easier to get away with looking at a guys legs then at his chest. Well onto the videos. The first one is another clip from a Kristen Bjorn film. This has to be one of my biggest fantasies. Fucking with your trainer. The guys in it are very sexy. Although I think putting your dick in the way of a bicep curl wouldn't feel to pleasant. Next up is a Falcon scene. I don't know what movie this is from, but it is by far one of my favorite clips. I've seen the clips of the cumshots and I will say it is a super cumshot. This one doesn't have any anal or blowjob, but is highly erotic especially the end. Watch it and see what I mean. Next up is a clip called Daddy v.s. Daddy. It's not a wrestling match, just a couple having an argument then make up sex. I always enjoyed this clip. 4th up is Apollo Phoenix. He use to be real big, now I haven't heard anything about him or seen him in anything recent. Could be because he went over to strictly straight porn. Anyway I always thought he was hot. Bald, Hairy, Built guy. My type of guy. He shoots a nice load in this clip. Finally is the scene with Marco Martinelli and Rob Cryston. This is another one of those movies that I got freebie 15 sec clips of. When I saw the whole thing I must say very hot. Rob Cryston is usually hot in anything he does and Marco is the same way. I wouldn't pass either up.

And just chillin'

So yesterday was my sister's graduation. Yeah it was a big to do. Now she is just living it up. Today I'm just missing my guy really. Went out and watched a movie, but still miss my guy. He's hanging out with his family as well. Might get to chat with him tonight on im. That makes me feel better. Plus I'm finally feeling better. I don't do well with airplanes because my ears don't pop correctly. It makes me really tired and sick feeling. Plus I haven't gotten to workout which as one study showed that exercise is like an anti-depressant. Which a lot of people knew already. My dad did also note that I look a lot bigger then the last time he saw me. That's a good thing. Also found out that I have a my first follower. Yay I'm a blog that at least one person checks. Now that I'm done patting myself on the back onto the videos. This first video I thought I posted already. It's another Derek Steele movie. You can tell it's another Catalina movie. This scene is only hot for me in two places honestly. When Derek is getting sucked off and the cumshots of course. The other guy is way too fem and twinkish for me. Next up is Ray Stone and Jack Angelino in Cow-Poke. Yeah these guys are very hot bears. I love it. I actually forgot about this scene when I posted the other scene from this movie. No twinks or fems in this scene. The 3rd clip is a scene from Lumber Jocks. I know the names of two of the guys, Roberto Giorgio and Rex Parker, but had trouble identifying the others. It's honestly a very mixed scene. One part of me can't stop laughing about the horrible subtitle job that was done and the other part can't stop jacking my cock because the guys are so hot. Watch it to see what I mean about the subtitles. Next we see how bears in the office do it at closing. It does have a weird set up though. Anyway I think it's because it's another foreign flick is why I like it so much. Next is a scene with Muscle Bull. I like him because he's the type of guy I'm finding myself drawn to. The guys that are buff, but don't have a flat stomach. Probably because that will probably be me. Not to the extent of him, but to a small one. Plus he has a nice ass. Lastly is another full movie. This is vintage Colt at it's best. The scenes are really good and kinda makes me wish I was around in this area.

Don't want to go

So I'm getting all mushy knowing that tomorrow night I won't be in bed with my boyfriend, but instead back in my home state sleeping on my old bed alone. It's been really frisky lately because he knows we will be away from each other for a few days, but me it's just making me grouchy and nervous. The last time I left him was in December and and we both didn't have a really great time. I got these nose bleeds and was clearly sick. He didn't have a good time with his family since he was kinda excluded out of most of the fun. This time he does have a lot he can do, but I mean come the nights we are both going to bed without the other one. One of the joys of living with your boyfriend is you get to sleep together. I just hope I can perform tonight. Haven't been in the mood lately because of all the stuff going down. So I got this afternoon off and I'll see if a little edge session helps to put me in the mood. Did have an interesting sex dream though. Something about a guy jacking off in the middle of the store. Oh well. Got 6 videos for today. First up is Muscle Matt getting massaged and sucked off by Jason. One thing about Muscle Matt is that he's not overly muscular. As I was watching this clip I realized that he's kinda built like my boyfriend. Both are guys that aren't huge, but do have some muscle on them. I will say Muscle Matt has a flatter stomach though. Next up is a Brazilian Muscle Stud threesome. I must say the first guy looks really funny jacking off. Besides that it was a good clip. Makes you wonder if this goes on every night in Brazil. Third on the list is Zack Spears in Journey Back. This was the movie that he did when he came back out of retirement the first time. Just kinda an interesting movie because they have interviews and don't go at it like a regular movie. Must say Zack is looking very nice in the movie. Looking even better nowadays. Next Mark Slade plays a cop in the final scene from Cuffed. The thing about Mark Slade is he's very hot. Built like a brick house and a really low raspy voice. The funny thing is that he goes on and on about how straight he is. Must say he sure as hell doesn't look straight in this scene. Our second to last scene is two guys playing in the Bathroom. It's really an odd scene because you think the way they are going at it the bigger guy is going to fuck the other guy, but all of a sudden they switch. Plus all of a sudden one gets sucked off wearing a condom while the other doesn't. I mean that's just weird. If your going to make one suck off with a condom the other should too. Other then that it's a pretty nice scene with nice money shots. The final scene is a literal oldie, but goodie. It's a Vintage colt cop scene. The only thing left to say is watch it because it is VERY VERY hot.

Weight is up again

So last month I set my goal to pass 160 and I did then at the beginning of this month it was down again. Well I weighed myself today and it's up again. I think it's turning mostly into fat though. I am getting measured before I go off to see my sister graduate. My boyfriend is being so supportive of me working out too. He calls me his muscle stud, but I don't feel it yet. I mean I see guys that are much bigger then me coming in. Yes they've been at it longer then me, but when I finally feel like I'm in a good spot well someone bigger comes around. One of my co-workers actually competed in bodybuilding contests. I was feeling kinda good about myself until I saw him the other day and realized how much bigger he is then me. Yeah that's a downer. I mean yeah again he's been doing this a lot longer so I can't compare our results, but it really is kinda discouraging. I am in this for the long haul though. I don't want to be like so many guys I see that go at it for like 3 months in take 3 years off. I want to really reshape my body. Basically my goal is to reach something like this.
I don't know how old this guy is, but if I look like him at his age I'd be happy. I know it will take a lot of hard work. Plus I'm short so it's hard enough to get weight on me once I reach a certain point, but that is really my goal. To be an older guy that looks really good. I don't want to be one of those old guys that has a stomach way out there. Don't want to be ashamed to take of my clothes. I mean working out has really helped my self esteem, but it's still low. I think I'll be happy when everyone notices me. Tired of getting asked o I workout. Some days I look down and I see results and other days I just feel like the same skinny guy I was when I moved up here. Makes me wonder why my boyfriend calls me sexy and his muscle stud. Then again he feels the same way when I do it. I think it's why we fit together so well. We help boost the others ego in more ways then one. I mean a boyfriend is supposed to be supportive right? I think that's why when my boyfriend says it I kinda feel better, then I don't because it feels like he's just saying it. I will say he's a lot better then my ex. Wow I gain a little weight and I mean he's going on and on about how puffy my cheeks look. Pokes my gut. Just made me feel like a fatty. Did I do that to him no. I go on and on about how good he looks because he had been working out. I had him flex for me and I was all over him. He calls me fat and points out that my ass is getting huge. Yeah the more I think about that relationship the more I realize goo thing I got out. Anyway enough about that. Time for some videos. 1st up is a weird compilation. The person that posted the video for some reason added a backstage moment with Erik Rhodes and Matthew Rush from the movie Heaven to Hell. Then it goes on to Scott Gunz and Gauge. Now Scott Gunz is a huge dude. Very nice build. Gauge looks a little smaller in this one then he does in the one "before he got famous". Anyway just a muscle worshiping scene. No cumshot at the end. Next up is a scene from another Catalina film that I forget the name to. Mike Grant plays a cop that has come to investigate a noise complaint from the neighbors. As you can imagine it's a guy skinny dipping and doesn't want Mike to cuff him so they go at it. Mike is a very hot guy. The 3rd film is a scene from some German flick. I think. The guy is chained up then gets out and starts jacking off. Then it goes into another scene. Don't think the person that posted it spliced it right. Next is a little after gym hours steam room action. This is a scene from some movie by an Australian company. Guys in Australian are some of the hottest on the planet I swear. Loved to be there with them. Our final movie is a scene with Paul Gator and Ivan Andros from the Catalina movie Bear Bust. Catalina does such horrible acting, but great sex. Paul is the type of guy I'm finding myself more and more attracted to. A shorter guy that's built like a bull. I find him way hot in this scene and Ivan in no slouch either. A great ending to a pretty great movie.

Had a good night

So last night after me and my boyfriend got home he happened to inform me that he took a male enhancement. That means that he wants to have sex. Which is great, but I was worried since I hadn't really been in the mood for the last couple of nights. Not to mention the fact that I fell asleep on him. So as the time drew closer to our sexy time I started to kinda fall asleep. I was like oh great I can't even stay awake for my show let alone sex. So we split a pre-workout (the one he takes in the morning that always makes him horny) and it didn't do anything for me. Then again that pre-workout never has. Anyway when it did come time I was surprisingly awake. I was really worried that I couldn't perform. I did quite well. Even got him on his stomach. Which we usually don't do because I tend to get too rough. I don't know when I'm in that position it's hard not to go at it hard. Anyway I shot quite a bit and so did he. So all and all it was a good night. I'm thinking it has to do with that booster again. On the plus side I'm almost done with it. Just glad I was able to perform. Like I said I don't want my boyfriend ever thinking that I'm not physically attracted to him anymore because if he thinks that it will drive and emotional wedge between us and we'd eventually be done. Don't want to be done with him. Well I better get off this slippery road and move onto the videos. The first one is Dawson and Jeff Grove in a scene from the movie Meat Rack. Dawson is one of those guys that I've one minute I find hot the other not so much. I think honestly it depends on the guys he's with and the angle that he's being shot at. Might be because he was treasure island media's star bottom. Now I haven't heard anything about him. Odd how that happens. Anyway this is a scene where him and Jeff Grove go at it. Grove is a pretty hot guy. Nice tan too. I'd do him. The next is a scene with Jack Van Dean and Steve Hurley from Cow-Poke. Now this is one of my favorite scenes of the whole movie. Mainly because the rest of the movie has these skinny ass twinks. Anyway I find the two guys very hot. Jack has that very hot accent plus he's an uncut hottie. Yeah that guy would be fun to cuddle. Steve Hurley is one of those guys that just oozes sexy. Not to mention he's got a pretty nice build. Not to muscular, but not fat either. Plus as you know I'm a chest guy and he has a nice chest. Third up is a clip from Kristen Borjn's World of Men. Least that's what I think the name of the movie is. Again I've seen this before, but I can't remember the name of the movie. Well it obviously takes place in Budapest Hungary. It's another weird scene because you kinda wonder. What the hell happened to the stripper guy. And why did the guy try to leave after the stripper finished? Porn logic hurts my head. Next up is Joey Jordan in Stiff Muscle. This seems to be one of the last big things Joey Jordan did. The rest of his stuff seems to be more underground. Anyway it's one of the few times we've ever scene him play with a guy. He is gay, but just didn't really do scenes where he does that with a guy. Shame because he's a really hot guy. Fourth on the list is Bruce Hill and some other guy topping him. It's a scene from ontopwrestling. I've always had a thing for Bruce Hill. He just has that rock hard body, but a face that says he can be a kind a gentle lover. I like any scene he's in. Wonder if he ever found somebody. Lastly is a scene with Rick Hammersmith and Tyler Saint. This is the 3rd part of a 4 part collection. I will say that the whole thing is hot. Again I have all 4 scenes somewhere in my library. These two guys make a really hot couple. I don't know if they were a couple when this was made, but just the way they are going at it makes you think they were. Now it seems like Tyler Saint is dating someone else. Anyway if I ever find the conclusion I'll post it. Or any other part for that matter.

Feeling better

Today has gone better then yesterday. I found out that the one that was giving me trouble was itsallgay.com. Apparently you can no longer embed their videos anymore. I've noticed a lack of new stuff on that site now. It's always been the one to give people headaches. Least me. The other problem is that they seem to try new stuff out on it and if it works they do it for the other ones. So we'll see if gayforit stays embed code friendly. I'm also feeling better then I was yesterday, although I still have a headache. Not fun for me. I did also learn that me plus alcohol equals me falling asleep. It makes my boyfriend horny and me sleepy. So in other words I should avoid alcohol. No drinking in a gay bar for me. It could have also been that I was just tired. Like I said I wasn't feeling well. Just sucked because my boyfriend was all revved up. Feel like I let him down. When I mentioned that I was starting to fall asleep and we stopped he seemed kinda hurt. I'll have to make it up to him. I don't want him thinking that I'm starting to lose interest in him. That's the last thing on my mind. I find him very attractive and as he knows I can't keep my hands off him. I guess I'm trying to conserve my energy knowing I have so much moving to do this weekend. I want to not be useless. Well enough of my mopping. Got 5 videos today. First up we have an alien body snatcher on a ship. You can tell that this is a some what older movie because of the fact that they make it clear that the top is wearing a condom. Seemed like once everyone realized that they should use condoms they had to make it clear to everyone watching they are wearing condoms. Nowadays they wear them, but they do their best to not show the guy putting it on or closeups that make it obvious they are wearing condoms. Anyway the guys are pretty hot. Nice builds. Oh, but you have to watch the ending. Just trust me it's worth it. Next up is a scene from Titan. I know it's titan because of the fact there are two cumshots. Also it's kinda Titan's style. Don't know which movie this is or who the guys are. Will say it does make me think I should try to steal more guys wallets, and makes me wonder if this hasn't happened before seeing as our top was wearing a cock ring that made his cock really thick. The 3rd movie is the entire film Bodybuidlers Bareback from SX video. I typically don't post entire movies because that limits me to later on down the road, but this movie is actually pretty good. There is something I like about each scene, but my favorite is the last scene. Just because I'd do both guys. Next up is a scene from Suck Club. This in a way two scenes really. First is starts off with Duncan Murphy, Surfer Mike, Samoth, and Tolik. Duncan Murphy is the huge tattooed guy. A very hot guy. Wish he still did movies. Tolik comes in later in the scene. I kinda feel sorry for the guy because he's not fat, but does have some chunks, but is also built nicely. The review that I found just called him a fat ass and made fun of him. Well didn't say fat ass, but it was implied. Anyway after he shoots he leaves, then Surfer Mike and Samoth leave and Tom Braddock comes in to see if Murphy has one more in him. The latter part of this scene was another one that I got tons of clips of when I had dial up. Last up is Older4me.com's Tom's Workout. Now I will say I have the entire scene and there is more to the scene then this clip, but it still works. I find both men attractive. If you'll recall the black guy was also in that magic balls scene I posted awhile back. I should look up his name.

At a crossroad

So today has been a weird day. Not feeling too hot. Yet I'm still kinda horny. This morning I was playing with my guy while we were cuddling for warmth. He had to give me a warning that he was getting horny. Which would be great if I didn't have to get up early to go to a stupid meeting. Plus I think morning are just better times for me sexually. I think this week has really just been a bad week. Starting with my workout schedule getting messed up and knowing I have to do a lot of moving this weekend. It could also be because I have to go to that graduation next week. I don't know what it is, but I'd wish it would stop. Plus gayforit and itsallgay are acting up. For some reason I can no longer get the embed codes when I go to their site. I don't know if it's just a new thing or if they are working on something. Just bugs me that I finally get things figured out and they change on me again. I don't want to have to just post the url, but I might have to just post the url. Or I move on to a different service. Speaking of different (ok not really) I found an image of one of the guys I posted yesterday. This image of Robert Lawrence gives a better picture of the size and girth of his dick.
What a fun tool to swing around. Well on to the video. The first video is with Ben Archer and Nate Summers. This is a scene from Raw Auditions XXX. This is another one of those scenes that I got in my early porn collecting days. Looking at it now, it's not the hottest scene, but still pretty good. Next up is Yummi Cosmin and 2 other guys jacking in the shower. Now Yummi Cosmin is a guy that actually kinda gets on my nerves. He was in a video with Yani Yakov or something like that. Yummi was just so loud and obnoxious, but I will say that he does have a nice body. Plus in this scene I made sure to turn the sound off. Made it a lot hotter and a lot less annoying. Next up is a scene with Steve Cruz, Adam Killian, and Ricky Sinz. I'm sure if I was to try I could find out where this scene comes from. Anyway I find this scene very hot. All 3 guys do it for me for different reasons. Steve Cruz is that guy that seems very down to earth. Seems like having sex with him would always be fun. Plus he seems like he can be a dirty pig when he wants. Adam Killian is a guy that is growing on me. He's buffing up really nicely, plus he has a really nice tattoo that looks great the bigger he gets. Plus the cumshots this guy has are amazing. Ricky Sinz has the body and the attitude that I find very sexy. This was just a great scene. Whoever put it together should be patting them self on the back. Or having someone play with their junk. Lastly is a small little jack off scene. From a movie called Uncut Wet Dreams. Nothing too fancy.

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One fun weekend

Yeah I didn't really do much besides hang out with my boyfriend. I will be going home to see my sisters graduation though. The joy of having younger siblings and being a few hundred miles away from them. I was just kinda in a snuggling mood. I don't know I just haven't been as horny as I use to be. Friday night my guy took a male enhancement meaning he was in the mood. Me not so much. Just something about watching movies doesn't put me in the mood. I can't help, but think of the movie over and over again. Hard to keep a boner when that happens. So helped him get off then kinda snuggled next to him and fell asleep. He had to get out early so I figured hey I'll just have a little edge session. This time I put on a cock ring to make sure I stayed hard. Yeah did I stay hard alright. I find it sad that at 21 I'm using a cock ring to stay hard. Then again it could just be stress. I mean this morning I was able to perform and I was honestly half asleep. Maybe I'm more of a day time guy then a night time one. I'm worrying about it too much I guess. Oh I did finally put a picture up top. I know it's kinda obvious for a gay guy to have a picture of a dick, but honestly I think it really works. It's what I want. Dick to dick. I just thought it was the perfect image. The simple story behind that. I forgot where I found it. I think I found it on the new muscled masturbator blog. Which I finally found. Been missing it. Well time for the videos. 1st up is Chris and Robert from real couples. This was a pantheon productions big thing for awhile. I think they stopped at 3 though. They basically take real couples (typically those with an age gap or both men are older) and put them on camera. Do a little interview (which can be really fun or really dull) then let them go at it. Some guys on these videos end up doing videos. Anyway I find this couple very hot. I guess it's the dirty talk they give each other. The 2nd video is actually a full video. I usually don't do them, but well this is a special occasion. It's the Minute Men Men in Uniform video. All the scenes are pretty hot. Ok the first three and the last one is kinda silly, but does have a nice cumshot. Next a business deal leads to sex. All I can say is if every business guy were to put their money towards a gym membership like these guys. I would be going into business that's for sure. The 4th video clip is scene 2 from Executive Action. The best scene out of the whole movie if you ask me. It stars Brad Kline and Marc Mann. It is one of those cheesy scenes that you know would never happen, but always wish it would in real life. I mean if Marc Mann came on to me I'd have a hard time not pulling out my dick. Net is a jerk off compilation of Abayyoujock. I simple like his body, cock ring, and cumshot. Love to be in that shape at his age. Lastly is a scene that again is a fantasy for most, a gardener and the boy sun tanning. Again not going to happen unless your that rich, but always nice to dream. Plus it has two cumshots and the gardener is hot so got to lvoe it.

And horny again

So I'm now back to being horny. Didn't get a chance to reduce any of it this morning since I had to be at work early. Very horny feeling today. Probably because I worked out. I also worked out in a jock to give my guy an eye full. Kinda got me a bit boned up. I might get some relief tonight, but it might also be Saturday. I never know with him. I try not to be pushy when it comes to sex. He's a guy who is selectively in the mood. Me I can be the mood pretty much all the time. Which reminds me I have become such a top lately. I look back at it and I use to be a bottom. Then I got curious about topping a guy and settled for I can top a guy if need be, but I rather be a bottom. Now I don't even want to bottom. I get really fidgety when my boyfriend plays with my ass. I don't even know why. Now I'm more interested in being the top then the bottom. I think honestly I was always a top, but settled for being a bottom since all the hot guys were tops. I didn't feel like I deserve to be the top guy. I mean it suits my guy just fine. He doesn't really enjoy being a top anyway. Guess when your are in a legit relationship you guys just mesh. That's probably why I've become more of a top. Because my boyfriend is more of a bottom. Maybe if something were to happen and I was to get a new boyfriend he might be more of a top and I'd end up being the bottom. Won't know until it happens. Well all this sex talk means it's porn time. The first clip is Jon Galt and Dick Wolf from ManHunt the movie. They are the final act in the movie. The sad part is it seems that the makers of the movie didn't put much effort into this scene. I believe it's the shortest scene out of the whole movie. Which is a shame because Jon Galt is a hot fucker. And Dick Wolf is an amazing bottom. I think his best work was as a dog in Skuff 2. I think he played a dog another time. It's not a bad scene though, but like I said seems a bit rushed. The 2nd clip is Gauge in Before They Were Famous. The funny part was that xcomedia promised that this was going to be the first in a long line of these movies. Honestly this movie has the feel that this was of course after he got famous not before. Plus I have a hard time believing that the room service guy stayed and filmed the rest of the scene. It is however still a hot movie. 3rd up is Chad Conners and Chance Chaldwell wrestling to see who's the best. I use to be way into these movies. Not so much anymore. This one could be better. I mean they only really jack off with each other. Ooo a blowjob how hot. Which is a shame when you look at them. Chad Conners has come a long way. I mean he was a twink and seemingly overnight he became a muscle daddy. 4th is another Japanese movie. I don't know why I enjoy these movies so much, but I do. I guess I find them very erotic despite the annoying pixelation of the dicks. Plus the guys can be really hot. I swear if this keep up my next boyfriend will be Japanese which works out in a lot of ways. Lastly is a guy jerking to porn. It's one of those movies I wasn't going to post, but I just kinda had to. Even though he's jacking to straight porn he reminds me of well me. I watch porn like he does. Kinda skipping around. Jacking to the parts I like then moving on to another video. Plus I'm a sucker for a hairy guy with pierced nipples. Cumshot isn't too bad either. Do wish it was shorter though.

He's back

So last night was a pretty good night. My boyfriend was back to his old flirty self. We usually just watch TV on Wednesday. I had my shirt on and he makes a comment saying I usually have it off and I said not right now because a certain someone can't keep his hands off my chest. Which is great when your in bed, not so much when your trying to watch tv. It feels weird we aren't engaged in sex and I kinda hate it when we aren't in bed. So I take off my shirt and sure enough he's all over me. I point this out so he then starts getting a bit frisky because I notice he's not wearing any underwear. So he throws off his pants and says let's see how long you can keep from playing with my dick. Yeah I always win the who has the best will contest. Anyway I win and he gets up and starts doing the sexy strut. Needless to say we ended up having sex last night. The joy of boyfriends. Speaking of sex time for some porn. 1st clip is a scene from one of Kristen Bjorn films. I think it's Bone Island. I have it somewhere in my porn library. Anyway like any other scene from the Bjorn collection it has multiple cum shots and really hot guys. Next is a video of Ted Matthews from smoking hunks. Ted always struck me as a gay for pay guy. I mean it just seems like he was never into any scene he was in. Always seemed to have one look on his face. Even when he had an orgasm his face didn't change much. But I will say he has a great dick and a body that clearly is not roided up. He looks like he did it pretty naturally. 3rd up is a scene from Hotel Italia with Matthias Vannelli and Matt Van Dorn. Now I like this scene really because of Matthias. I mean the guy is hot. Especially now. Now he's more rugged looking. He has aged very well and put on even more muscle. Matt is a guy I would never pick up. Will say he does have nice cumshots, but I wish the scene was with someone else. Then we have a clip from another Foreign movie. This one takes place in a jail. I will say that the guys are pretty hot. Nicely built with great cocks. A great cumshot all around. The main reason why I pick a lot of my clips. Lastly is a clip from New York Straight Men with Officer X, Nick, and Bobby. Don't ask me which one is Nick or Bobby. Obviously we know who Officer X is. The New York Straight Men brand always intrigues me. That is kinda the last place you'd think guys would ever let another guy suck them off or even fuck another guy. Guess it's that whole money thing. Will say that Officer X is my type of guy. Wish I got to get to him.

Chaos everywhere

Seems like every time I turn my head something is going on. Yesterday I ran into this guy who I played with once when me and my boyfriend were in our early stages and constantly fighting. Anyway I had nothing in common with this guy. He is one of those types that seems to constantly tired and works constantly. So even getting together with him once was a headache. Anyway after I settled down with the boyfriend we were still talking, but I had promised him a date. We went on it and I mean there was no click. He asked me what was up in an im I said there was no chemistry he said fine. I tried to stay friends with the guy, but he wanted none of that. He even stopped shopping at the store I work at. Then out of the blue he comes in asks my boss where I am and comes over to talk to me. Asked how things were going, asked if I moved, then wanted to get my number to see if we could do something. I'm sorry, but the last time we talked (and when you had my number) you said you wanted nothing to do with me. I guess either he couldn't find someone else so he figured he try me again, or the other store just wasn't meeting his needs. Anyway so I said well I'm busy a lot and I might have another job soon so I wouldn't have any free time. He says yeah now you know how I feel. And he eventually leaves. I doubt I'll see him again. Unless he is persistent or if he realizes the store I work at is better then the one he goes to now. There is also so crap going on with one of the yahoo groups I'm in. Apparently one of the mods was being a racist dick to a member and that member quit, and posted the e-mail he was sent and another mod said that you shouldn't blame everyone for one bad apple. This got the racist mod to get up in a huff and now he's quitting and now everyone is saying he should because he's a racist bastard who doesn't post that good of stuff anyway. I swear sometimes gay men can act like 5 year olds. Well time for the videos. 1st is a scene from Lovers of Arabia. The 2nd scene to be exact. Now I tried to identify all the guys in this scene, but the box cover for the movie makes it really hard to identify two of the 4 guys. 1 was easy to find and the other one I knew. One guy is Ron Miller who is the huge tattooed stud. The other is Fernando Nielsen who has been making quite a name for himself. Don't think he's been in anything recently though. Big guy though. Next is a scene that makes you wonder how are there not more truck driving accidents. Getting a blowjob and jacking off while driving. Very safe. Next is the final scene from Couples 3 from colt.Tom Chase and Brad Patton play a couple who decide to have a little fun. I will admit they do make a cute couple. Tom Chase is one of those guys that honestly gets hotter the older he gets. I look at his early stuff and it's hot and so is he, but as he got older he just became hotter. Plus I love the hair he is now keeping. Brad Patton is a hit and miss guy for me. Some movies he has just the perfect build and just looks hot going at it and others he looks like a kid swinging a huge stick. This one was a good coupling. Last is a scene with Brazilians. Yeah they are a hot people by nature. The scene is unlike a lot in that they have each guy kinda do a little tease. Honestly the bottom guy is for sure the hotter of the two. I mean he's built like nobody's business. The top has a nice dick, but just didn't do it for me. Now if the roles were reversed then maybe it would have worked better.

That was romantic

So my boyfriend was feeling a little down about not kicking his habit so he sent me an e-mail apologizing and saying why he couldn't stop just yet. It was really sweet because he didn't have to do it. I mean I know it is hard to give up an addiction. So I just assured him that I was there for him no matter what. He then calls me up and says that the e-mail brought tears to his eyes. I went back and read it and said wow that actually is kinda heart warming. I was more writing it to make him feel better. So last night we did a lot of cuddling and talking. We even started to go at it, but slowly it became less about climaxing and more about talking. I think it was a combination of him not really being into just yet and him playing with my ass a bit. I don't know, but lately I've become like a straight guy. You know don't touch my ass, why do you want to put a finger up my ass, don't lick my ass. I don't know what it is, but whenever he plays with it I lose my boner and kinda fall out of the mood. I'll have to work on that. Probably has to do with issues from my ex. Well time for the videos. The first is The Coach from Randy Blue. This was the first Randy Blue clip I really liked and tried to get my hands on. Plus it has Mitch Branson. I believe this is one of the first big things he did. Now he works for Colt which I think does a good job pairing him up with guys. This was also during the big Reese Rideout and Chris Rockway popularity wave. They are still around, but just not as popular as they once were. The next is a jacking off clip with Tom Anderson. Something about this guy kinda turned my crank. Probably the oil and playing with the chest while jacking his cock. Lastly is Matt Ramsey a.k.a. Peter North jacking off for our pleasure. I don't know which name he used at the time this was done, but I do know that like usual he shoots a huge load. Not to mention he was in really good shape. Makes you wonder if there was something in the water back then.

What a weekend

So after work Saturday I just spent time with my boyfriend. Well we did go shopping, but after that we just stayed with each other. That's when I kinda started realizing that I'm starting to stink. I mean like my BO is in over drive. Feels like I need to start applying it 2 times a day. Then yesterday he was helping his family so I got some alone time to do what I do when I'm alone. Yeah that was fun. Even made another DVD for me. Even did an arm workout in between that. I finished up in the shower. Now the weird part is that I had an orgasm and a few drops came out, but that was it. Now I did have a major pre-cumming a bit earlier and that might be why, but still odd. Also realized that I have a nice chest developing. Kinda got my cock going really good in the shower. Anyway I think the extreme horniness and BO is thanks to my testosterone booster. Plus my shirts are starting to get snugger. My boyfriend is also giving up on trying to break his habit. It's making him miserable and honestly I hate seeing him like that. I rather have him for only a week happy then months miserable. Well now for the videos. The first is a pair of older guys. I don't know their names, but I think one's name is Jared. He was on a Daddy Solo video. The one who's very verbal and more dominating. This isn't the full video. I have the full video somewhere and it's pretty hot. The next is one with Rafael Alencar. I've kinda gone back and forth with him. Sometimes there is something sweet about him that makes his scenes better other times he just feels so stuck up. This one I like because it has a nice cumshot at the end. Lastly is one with Alex Le Monde and Trey Rexx. This was from some movie by MSR. Think it was called To Do List or something. Alex and Michael Brandon share stories of guys they did that were on their to do list. Michael's scenes (like usual) were more raunchy and about lust. Alex scenes were more romantic and slow and sensual. Needless to say I liked Alex's scenes more. This is the last scene and I mean these two just make such a good scene here. Very hot.