Losing a little drive

So lately I've been feel kinda meh. Well specifically about my past time of video searching. It's not that there aren't good videos out there, it's just I don't seem as interested as I use to. My routine use to be I'd get up in the morning, go to the gym, come home, take my protein and get ready. Then I'd wait for Ted to leave, pop open my computer, and watch porn until I had to get to work. I just haven't felt like I can look at videos the same way. I'd have tons of videos just waiting to show you guys, but I think lately I added maybe like 10 all together. It's fine right now since I have a major excess of videos, but I need to get over it soon. Now there are two reasons why this is happening. The first is my test booster. It's possible that I'm now at the point where the increased testosterone is having a negative effect and I'm just not nearly as horny. The other is Buck. Since we are at a good place I'm not finding the need to search out porn. Both things have happened to me before so it could be either. I will say that I think the latter is more of correct answer. Lately when I'm watching a video I start thinking of Buck and lose focus on the video. Which is a nice that I find him that attractive. Just hard to get videos to post on the blog. I guess it would make me a lot more picky about good videos. The first time I ever dated a guy I lost almost all interest in porn. Until like a month into the relationship. I thought that's what I was suppose to do. With Ted I tried to get him involved with my porn. Even would make special discs of guys I thought he'd like. Only to find out that Ted just wasn't really that into porn. With Coach I didn't really bring porn into the mix mainly because I didn't think I'd have anything that would really interest him. He liked spanking and I didn't have any. Anyway with the last two I never really felt the need to stop watching porn. I actually probably watched porn more with Ted than with any other relationship, but I'm sure that's not really shocking. We just weren't a good couple for many reasons. With Coach he lived about an hour away so of course me jacking wasn't a big deal. With Buck I'm just finding my need for porn is just slowing down. We have talked about porn, but just haven't graduated to watching it together.

 Found a photo of Rocky LaBarre from his solo on theguysite. I just find him to be so sexy. It's mainly the smile he gives. And of course the hot body he has isn't a bad thing either. Just such a down to earth guy which is majorly attractive. I actually communicated with him through e-mails for awhile. It's not fake. He really is that sweet.

 Well I of course had to post this one for my bara lovers. I so wish I could draw. Mainly because I have so many story ideas in my head and would love to actually post some original stuff here.

 This guy is a scruffy Hotgymnast a.k.a. Anthony. I use to keep up with him, but lately he's posted so many clips on different sites and well it's the same thing over and over again. Confidence is one thing, but would love it if he'd soften it up, but hey I don't pay to watch him. The guy is quite the shooter though.

This photo is interesting for so many reasons. The first is both guys seem quite butch so I'm sure the sex is a sight to behold. the second is there is clearly a sling in this room. Making me wonder if this is there "playroom" or is it a bedroom or a playbedroom. Then it hits me that someone is taking the photo since neither has a remote in their hands and the positioning of the camera. So that begs the question as to the identity of the camera man. Is he part of a Triad with these guys, is he actually one of the guy's boyfriend or in a twist is actually a woman and the wife of the guy getting fucked and she's getting her rocks off watching him get fucked. I'm learning more and more that the last option happens quite a bit.

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Big step

So me and Buck had a big step over the weekend. I think some of you knew or didn't know that me and Buck haven't really had sex. We've been naked, we've done things with each other, but we haven't done full blown anal. The reason is that Buck was having trouble staying hard. From what I figured (he claimed blood flow problems) it was just that he was pressuring himself. He wasn't really enjoying the moment. Well Sunday morning we were snuggling and he was wide awake (in both ways). So I was playing around and it was safe to say he seemed pretty steady. Earlier he was going to try to fuck me, but by the time he found the condoms he had gone down. So I got daring and had him put a condom on. I lubed up and sure enough he stayed hard. I was able to ride him. Well kinda. Now that we are kinda over his problem, we have to deal with mine. I was only able to go down about half way before I just couldn't take it anymore. Basically I'm a virgin again. I was fucked like 5 years ago. That's it. My ass is still a little sore. I couldn't sit right yesterday. So now we have to work on that before we can really fuck. Safe to say it will really be worth the wait. Especially since I shot pretty hard even half way down.

 I don't know this guy's name, but I've seen him before. I want to say he did modeling for Tom Bianchi, but I think I'm butchering the name of the photographer. What I do know is that he's in amazing shape for a guy at any age. You can just tell he's one virile stud.

 Technically this guy isn't breaking any laws. His junk is covered even if it's just barely. And he clearly has a lot of junk to cover. I just wonder how is it staying in place. Is it like special underwear or did he just take scissors to a thong he already had.

 I really do enjoy sucking a guy's dick and clearly this guy does too. Two hardy boners here.

This guy is actually one of the hairer black guys I've seen. Most black guys you find don't have a whole lot of body hair. Which makes sense when you think about it from an evolutionary stand point. Kinda no need for excess body hair when most of the time you are out in the hot sun. Anyway it's quite sexy I must say.