I'm back

So I'm finally back from my vacation. I meant to at least have a post saying I was gone, but well I got lazy. I woke up later then normal and usually had something or someone to do so I didn't have much time to be on the comp. It was an eye opening vacation. First I realized that the grass is so not greener. Yes the DFW area has a lot more gay guys, but it also has a lot more flakes. I will say I did have one guy that was just HOT! I mean built like a brick shit house. He was 44, but you would have never guessed. Maybe his late 30's you'd guess. Then sadly it went down hill from there. Had a guy that said he was 35, but was clearly older. That was a let down. The rest were guys that loved the block function or wanted to get together at times when I was busy. I did get to go to a gay bar though. Well gay bars. Will say I don't see the appeal. Maybe it's because me and my friend went out on a Thursday, but just didn't seem very interesting. We went to a cowboy bar and that one was pretty dead. Some cute bears and a few cowboys, but nothing special. Then we went to a bar that was suppose to be hoping, but it was empty. Went to another that seemed like it was for the stuck up crowd. Then another that was a bit busier, but again just didn't seem comfortable. The last bar we went to I think was the best. The guys seemed more friendly. It was a come as you are bar. Had a nice talk with a guy there. I also got my physical and everything came out good. Still in good health and STD free. Lastly I had a few insights. In talking to my Mom and Dad (who are divorced) I realized I don't think I'm ready for a relationship. I think that's why I've been having so much trouble. What I mean is that I'm not comfortable with me. Being single feels uncomfortable to me. That shouldn't be the case. Plus I need to deal with my Ex. Based on my talk with my mom it was basically like what my dad did to her. Just not looking forward to that.

It always amazes me to watch this. Seems like every guy can do this but me. Then again I'm sure it takes practice and I spend way too much time edging to practice. Well it is kinda hot. Especially if a guy does it while you are fucking him.

I know all guys cum differently, but I've never been with a guy that has the fountain style. It's only been with guys that shoot or dribble. As you can see it does remind you of a water fountain a little bit.

I remember when Eric Evans and Brent Baines were a couple. They both actually had a website with manpuppy if I recall right. They referenced each other a lot. It never occurred to m that they were a couple until I got more involved in gay porn. I sadly didn't realize they had broken up until I saw an interview a couple years later of Eric Evans. They always seemed so into each other on camera, but hey we have no clue what they're life was like off camera. I'm just a romantic. I like seeing couples together especially when they are willing to share their intimate moments with the rest of us.

Ok I'm going to be honest and no one jump down my throat. I love watching Colton Ford, but when he moved to music I just couldn't bring myself to listen to it. Mainly because every time I hear him I get a boner. I know porn actors have lives and careers, but I sadly can't ever get passed seeing him with a dick in his ass or mouth. I'm not saying he isn't a good singer. I've heard he's great. I just can't listen to his music because I have a hard time moving on.