Another week down

Well I've been back for basically a week now. Must say it's felt like way longer then that. A lot has happened. I went out with a friend on Thursday. Then him and his boyfriend invited me and my ex over for games on Saturday. So it was a decent week, but of course my ex didn't help. Friday he asks where we were and basically I said I need to be ok with me (which is true). And he took it as he needs to help fix me. The funny thing is that he says he's better at listening, but I don't think so. Basically what he did is say I'll help get you back to loving yourself so you can love me and if you don't get out. Yeah that really makes me want to work on myself. It's getting to the point where spending time with him feels like a chore. Hey I admit it I have problems. On the plus side I have met a few nice guys on growlr. Also I have a lot more people to talk to about this. They are the ones keeping me somewhat sane. He's the one that is making me worse. I really do need to get out of that toxic environment. I'm also going to try to post more on this blog. Not this part, but the video parts. My shift at work has changed to the point where I'm here working from 9-6 and that means I typically have a lot of free time. So look for that in the coming weeks. Then when it goes back I might keep it up. Depends on how the videos are looking.

 Ok this takes balls. And based on that bulge he clearly has some. I don't know if this is this guys home gym or if he's at a gym with other people, but wow does that outfit leave nothing to the imagination. My head keeps wanting to tell me it's a morph, but I saw other photos of this guy (got it off Roids N Rants) and no he does look like that and has that much to work with. Why does this never happen at my gym?

 I have seen this video and let me tell you is it hot. Alex Marte "captures" Samuel Colt and begins to strip and service him. Then before you know it he's riding sam's cock. Not going to lie I'd not last long in that situation. 1. that is my favorite position and 2. Alex Marte is so sexy that making him moan like that would send me over the edge. It's why I have to take control in bed. Or start bottoming again.

 Hot daddy. Nothing more to say about it. I wish I woke up to that every day.

Manu Maltes and Edu Boxer were another couple I got a little too invested in. I don't know if they are still together, but I have this feeling they aren't. Kinda saw conflicting reports. Anyway I just liked how you could see them as a real couple. Not just one of those on screen couples. Something rare nowadays. Then again I don't go looking for porn couples to start following because I swear I always get way too sad if they break up.