Wanting to skip a day

Today I woke up and totally thought it was Friday. That of course gets me super psyched cause I had only one more day of work to go before Saturday then Sunday. Then I realize it's Thursday and my heart sank a little.
I did have another edging zen moment. Me and the guy I'm going on the date with were talking about porn we like. He mentioned he also liked the movies of real couples that have interviews at the beginning before going into the action. Well I happened to have one of those movies and I was watching it this morning. I did what I normally do which is skip to parts I like or just skip around. Well I skipped to an interview of one couple and one of the guys was talking about what it's like to have sex with a partner. Then as if talking to me he said and once you have that, the anonymous one night stand sex loses it's appeal. I'm truly at the point where I do not want that. I'm not knocking guys that do like that, but it's really not for me. I'm at the point where after sex with a random guy I feel worse then I did when I was just horny. I want this one guy that is mine and mine alone. I want a guy who I make a connection with and have this spark with. A guy who wants to be with me outside the bedroom as well as inside. A guy that would be ok if all we did was naked snuggling. It doesn't sound like a tall order to some of you, but it apparently is. It's why this date scares and excites me. If we do hit it off as well as I'm feeling we do I could have that person. The thought that scares me is that he is going to say, no thanks, but we can still be friends. Yes I'm still doing better than I was the day before, but it would crush me. Yet that side is getting smaller and smaller. I feel he is having the same worries and the same fears I am. One of the couples that was being interviewed mentioned that they were together for five days and a couple came by and thought they were together for 5 years. I'm just wondering if that's the spark that I'm feeling here. Well I'm getting ahead of myself. I got 3 days to wait and find out how it goes.

 See if this is what Tony Stark looks like under all that armor I can see why he's such a ladies man. Besides the having more money than god thing. He always struck me as arrogant which is a big turn off, but if he kept the helmet on and looked like that, I could make it work.

 Ok that is so hot. If you have ever used a fleshlite you know it feels pretty awesome. Now imagine two guys fucking the same fleshlite. I've never double penetrated a guy, but I'm sure it feels pretty amazing and a fleshlite is probably the closest I'll ever come to doing it again. And to do that with samuel colt would make me blow in like 2 strokes.

 A chained up muscle beast. Yeah please give me one of those for christmas santa.

So this guy is yet another guy to take up the name Brock from Sean Cody. The thing about Brock is that like all the other guys before him, the dude is huge. Looks like he's a bodybuilder, but he may be a personal trainer. I didn't listen to his interview. Will say the dude has MASSIVE quads.

Videos

First up today is a Jessy Ares double feature. First he's partnered with Fabio Stallone. Basically Jessy plays this stuck up stripper and well you can see where this is going. Apparently it's part of some sort of mini series. It's just hot to see how the flip flop. A really good scene once you get to it. Next up is Jessy solely as a top. I wish I knew what his partner's name was in this scene. He does good work too as you can see. Third up is Patrick Ives and Mike Radcliffe showing why it doesn't suck to be over 35. Hell if I look like they do at any point in my life I'm calling that a win. Then Anthony Gallo gets fucked in locker room. He truly is a hot top or bottom. I think it's just because of how his body is built. It makes for a guy that can really take a pounding or can really give one. Super sexy. Last up is Brad Kalvo solo. I do not know what is up with that warning though. It's a solo so there is no barebacking going on.

Loads of snow

This morning I woke up to see tons of white everywhere. Sadly it wasn't do to some massive orgy that I missed, but the snow that had fallen. Today is going to be one of those days where I just want to say the weather outside is crappy so the store is closing up, but we can't do that. So here I am at the store on my blog thinking of other ways to entertain myself.
To answer the burning question yes I'm still talking to the guy. We talked over the phone this morning. We are both excited about Sunday and have the plans pretty much in the works. We are going to see a movie after we have lunch. Afterwards we aren't sure. Might go watch the super bowl with Ted or just go out and hang out some more since everyone will be at home.
Other than that nothing super special has gone on. Ted is ted. Haven't really had any bad days lately so I guess this blog entry is done.

 I swear Zeb Atlas looks bigger and bigger every time I see him. His tattoo also looks like it gets bigger and bigger. Plus it looks like his dick get's thicker as well. This picture just makes it look that much more appealing. If you've never sucked a guy through his underwear you should try it. It really drives them wild.

 This is kinda another one of my fantasies (I know I have so many you wonder how I function during the day). I have only been camping a few times, but I've always wanted to go camping with a guy I'm dating. Share a sleeping bag and fool around under the stars in our tend. If I could afford a tent like the one here I'd probably go camping more often and have more takers to come camping.

 Why can't I walk into my bathroom to find this. Oh right I live in an apartment and my roommate is my ex. I think the bathroom is probably one of the most natural places to be naked since that's where we shower or take a bath in. Also the place that seems like the most fun to fool around in besides the bed.

You know those muscle anatomy charts? Well that's what this reminds me of. This guy is so ripped that you can see every muscle group in very amazing definition. That takes a lot of work, especially when it comes to diet. It's fun to look at, but I'm sure this guy is a bodybuilder and I have no had good luck with making a connection with guys like this.

Back to reality

No the guy didn't break off the Sunday meeting. No this is my brain saying I'm getting too carried away with myself. All of a sudden I worried that I was making the same mistakes with this guy as I did with Coach. Which, when you think about it, isn't such a scary thought. It causes me to stop and evaluate how things are going. When I really stopped and thought about it, yeah there were some similarities, but also a lot of differences.
First off the age difference is a lot difference. Coach was 45 going on 46 to me 23 going on 24. That in itself can lead to problems. Not saying relationships like that can't work, but that they didn't work for me. This guy is 28 to my 24. There is a different mind set going into this. Coach pretty much felt like he wasn't going to find anyone so when I come along he attaches like a leech. This guy doesn't feel like he has no options. He knows that he has time if this doesn't work out. That's a whole lot less pressure on me. I mean all my previous relationships have been with older guys who feel like they can't find anyone so you give them some attention and they are all over you. Wanting to move you in and plan a life together right away. Yeah apart of me loves that, but then after awhile it's smothering. Coach has a house. A guy that has a house is pretty well established. It means he doesn't plan on going anywhere for awhile. He has a life there. I basically would have to leave mine to be with him. This guy is in the process of moving himself. He is coming down here to live and we just happened to be in communication. It means that we can go through the process of getting a house if we get that far. I'm not moving in with him, we could find a place together that would be ours. I also think the biggest mental blow that I'm not getting from this new guy is that he's not going on and on about how we were fated to meet each other. Coach was going on and on about how we met the day he was sending another guy back home. That our signs are compatible. How major dates of things that happened to us were on the same day. He pushed that on me so you get to the point where you feel you have to be with these guys. Sometimes things just happen. All me and this new guy have talked about is what we like, don't like, and how we can't wait to meet each other. There is no talking about how fate brought us closer. No talk of marriage. We just have been getting to know each other.
I also think the biggest difference is the kids issue. Both of us want kids and have expressed that outright. We want a partner to raise a family with. Coach only mentioned wanting kids after I said I wanted to do it. In fact early on when we were dating he mentioned he couldn't stand them. So things are different. I'm going into this with my eyes wide open. I know what I want and have expressed it. This guy is more flexible and has been in contact with me on a daily basis. We have had 2 very long chats and would have been longer if we didn't have to go to sleep or work. I'm learning about myself for really the first time in a long time. I think I can go into this more healthy mentally and as a result have a healthier relationship. I know to not deviate from my time table. We aren't going to go from being single to in a relationship. It's single to dating then to a relationship. And the relationship won't come until date 5 or 6. We both want to just say we are boyfriends and move on, but we won't. If you want something long term you have to be willing to wait and put in the time. I'm willing to do that for the first time in a long time. I will be patient and make sure this is right.

 Mike (in the back) and Joey (front) did a few videos for theguysite. They actually have their own youtube channel where the smoke and pose and keep track of their progress. Least the last time I checked. Anyway they are a couple and it always showed in the videos they did. I would have loved to see what a big name studio would have done with these two. I think they would have blown up even more than they did. Get them on Pantheon Bear and the site would explode I'm sure, but I do understand if they decided to not pursue it any further. It was nice for us to get to see them in action, but if they don't want to share, then they don't have to.

 I truly thing uncut dicks are hot. I've only been with two guys that were uncut and both times were fun. I never got to dock though. The head of an uncut dick is softer and sweeter in my opinion. Yes I know it requires a bit more attention to that area when you wash, but I think it's worth it for the extra sensitivity. Besides 70% of the world male population is not circumcised.

 A nice lean vascular man. That is super sexy. I think he'd be even sexier if he didn't shave, but beggers can't be choosers. I'd never be crazy enough to kick a guy out of bed for shaving. It's a personal choice, but I think the choice should be to stay hairy. Then there are guys like me who are mostly smooth. I have hairy legs, ass, and toso up to a point, but my chest has a few hairs here and there.

Whatever Wade Neff is doing I need to start doing. He was a hot guy in his Colt days, and I think he still is. He's stayed in great shape and just has that come over here and sit on daddy's lap look. He'd make me babble like an idiot if he ever came into the store.

Videos

The first video is actually three scenes in one with two different performers. I will say I kinda prefer the first part to the rest of it. I guess cause I think he's a bit beefier. Next up is Vinnie and Marco having fun in the garden. I wish Vinnie was still doing porn, but at least we have gems like this one. I'll have to remember that trick to get pants off of a guy. Third up are two guys having sex on a couch. As you can clearly see the top is HUGE! That's really the only reason why I posted it. A very hot top. Just nice eye candy to focus on. Next up is a cowboy fucking a cop. Needless to say that is a bit of a dream come true for me. Especially cause it felt like the cop was going to be the top based on how he was acting. I have no problem with a script flip though. I'm sure all of you are familiar with Diego and Wagner. If you aren't then I suggest this fifth clip is a must see. They are basically like Pedro Andrea and Daniel Marvin when they first got into porn. They are two hot guys to watch. A very versatile couple. Last up is Christian Torrent topping. And yes he is wearing a condom. With or without condoms still think he's a hot stud.

Didn't expect that

If some of you have been keeping up with my twitter then you are pretty much caught up in what has happened. On Friday I started to talk to this guy on manhunt. Basically I saw him online and thought he was cute and said why not reach out. I hadn't reached out to anyone that day so I figured what the hey. Well he logged off soon after so I thought well that was a waste. Then logged back on and we started talking. We quickly moved it to texts so that we wouldn't just lose the ability to converse. Well we had a great chat and then he had to get to bed. Then the next day I didn't hear from him for awhile, which is nothing new. Then he started texting later on in the day and we kept talking. Well we eventually said hey lets chat on the phone (this was at 12:30 am) and we talked for nearly 2 hours. It was an amazing conversation. There wasn't that weird awkward pause. It didn't feel like we were trying to move the conversation along it flowed naturally. We texted again on Sunday and again this morning. We even had a second phone conversation that again lasted nearly 2 hours. I truly didn't expect any of this when I messaged him, but we have so much in common. We both like older men and had relationships with older guys who have kids. We both have a hard time understanding guys our own age (he's 28 btw). We both want kids. It's been a really good conversation. Well he lives 3 hours away, but is planning on moving here and commutes right now. He'll be in town this weekend and we plan on going on a date on Sunday. As much as I don't want to get my hopes up, they are already up. If we meet each other and it's like how it is with us on the phone and in text than it's going to move in the direction of a relationship. Now I have gone down this road before where I hit it off with a guy in text and ims, but when we met he said I looked too young. I get the sense that this guy will tell me if he doesn't feel anything he'll just tell me. So here's hoping we continue to chat and that when Sunday comes, it goes well. Either way I leave with a friend or a possible boyfriend.

 Shortly after I posted that picture of Jon Galt and Jake Deckard I found this more recent picture of Jon. The only thing that's different is the tattoos and he's a bit more salt than pepper. He's still looking amazing body wise. Actually I think he's put on a bit more muscle than he had when he retired. I'd still do him in a heartbeat.

 I truly wouldn't mind seeing this any morning. One thing I always thought was hot was to wake up one morning to find your boyfriend out in the kitchen or on the couch or love seat in his robe with nothing else on. Just go over slide my hand into his robe and start playing with his dick until I'm sucking him off. The little things can arouse me.

 Ok this picture I find weird. Not because of what the guys are doing, but because they blurred the face of the guy giving head. I know this is from New York Straight Men and the guy that they usually have suck guys off is gay (no matter who they have do it) so don't know what the blurring is about. Plus I've seen this clip and his face was not blurred out in the movie. Just one of those weird things I pick up on.

This is Jake Wilder. He looks so 70's/early 80's. Pictures like this just have that vintage feel. Plus the hair is kinda a dead giveaway. It was about this time that you really started seeing more muscular guys coming into the front. I believe this is also around the time Colt started showing up which help to fuel the movement. I truly don't know if I'm making this stuff up, if I've seen something on this, or if I'm just guessing. I'm not too terribly focused today.

Videos

First up is Antony Gallo fucking Patrick Ives. I believe this is a scene from muscle heat wave. Or something like that. Yes I know I've posted this one a few times, but it's one of my favorites. It's another video that I found in my early years of looking at porn. As a result it has a special place in my heart. Next up is a guy getting his apartment broken in with a good fuck. I don't know the tops name (even though I should), but he kinda surprised me. His voice was deeper than I expected which actually made this scene a lot hotter. I don't know why I was expecting him to have a higher pitched voice, but glad I was wrong. Third up is Dean Flynn fucking his son's friend. Now the sound is off, but it's not too terrible. Unlike most films from this company (not naming names cause don't need it deleted) there are 3 cumshots not 2 which makes this clip that much better. That and I kinda wished something like this would have happened to me. Last up is a kitchen fuck. Again ignore the first few seconds. And don't go to that website they are advertising. You will not find more clips there. Anyway the big guy I want to say is name Edmundo, but again I'm terrible with names. He starts off the fucking as a top, but you can tell he's just not all that into it. The bottom guy is really just fucking himself and he's sitting there. Then when he becomes the bottom he gets a lot more animated. And he also doesn't cum, but it is hot to see him get fucked.

The reasons I hate being single

I'm not writing this to make myself feel bad or make anyone else single feel bad. This is more of a list for me to remind me what I'm looking for in a relationship. I know there are guys and girls out there that can be single and be fine. I'm not one of them. I've been single for a majority of my life (yes I know I'm only 24 blah blah blah) and as a result of the few relationships I've had I've seen what I like and know what I miss besides the whole having sex thing.
One of the big things I miss is having someone to talk to when I'm down. Yes I have friends I can talk to, but they don't do the same job as someone you are in a relationship with. Those of you in one or been in one know what I'm talking about. To have someone say it's ok honey/sweetie/sexy/[insert cute pet name here] does a lot for the self esteem. Your friends can't do that. They can be there, but they can't say the little things to really pull you up. Plus they can hold you if you are feeling down. A friend or family member can do that, but it just doesn't have the same feeling.
The other thing I miss is that sense of comfort about your looks. When you are single and in the dating world you have your ups and downs (as seen in my blog). You can be as confident in your looks as you want to be, but after a few rejections it kinda takes it's tole. When you are in a couple really the only person who you really need to worry about is them. Now yes we all get nervous and jealous at times, but for the most part if your boyfriend says that you are sexy and plants a big one on you, you believe him and feel better about yourself.  Well I don't get that right now. I get a lot of guys who say I'm sexy, but won't talk to me for longer than a week. Or if they do talk to me for longer than a week they won't meet up with me. Or they are guys who live so far away that we will never meet. Yeah it helps at the moment, but it doesn't keep you warm at night.
I guess sexually there is something I miss about being in a couple. That's the fact that you lose the need to impress your partner. When you are in a relationship you know that it's ok if you have an off night. With hook ups or guys you are just starting to get to know you always worry if you are making it good for them. You worry after if you'll hear from them again. That's the big one really. I know I've been with guys who make it sound like they do want a friend with benefits, but you never hear from them again after the first time. Then you wonder if it's something you did wrong and thus begins the cycle of self pity.
Those are my big things of why I hate being single. The other things are kinda trivial like being the only one in my group not in a relationship or that I feel like everyone is in one but me. I'm actually in an ok place today despite how this blog sounds.

 I found this picture and just thought wow that guys is built and what a dick. Then I said wow that tatoo must of hurt. Then I said wait that tattoo looks of. Yeah sadly this is an altered photo. In the original photo he's wearing posing trunks. Never the less it's still a hot picture. I'd do that guy any time. Also wouldn't mind seeing what his dick really looks like.

 I'm jealous of this guy. Not only does he have great arms and pecs and a washboard stomach he also has a narrow waist. Basically it's easy to see why he's a model. It's also rare to see a guy that has such a big upper body and a narrow waist. It's guys like this that make it hard for us normal guys to feel good about ourselves.

 I'm assuming this is a nude beach. That or someone took out a camera while this guy was changing. Based on how he's smiling I'm going with nude beach. Now this is my type of guy. Clearly in good shape, but not so vascular or huge that he looks like he's super into himself.

This guy should look familiar. He use to go by the name Randy Elliot then he disappeared and came back looking like this using the name Alex. He only did two videos under that name for a small studio which has since disappeared. He was fucked by a guy named Jeremy then did a solo afterwards. Wish he had kept doing things. He's a sexy bear.

Weird thought at the gym

I was riding the bike at the gym when I had the craziest thought. What if Coach is now dating someone and that person asks me why did I break up with him. Like I said it was a weird thought. I guess I don't know how I would answer that. Have you ever really asked yourself that question. It's one of those damned if you do, damned if you don't type questions. If you say only nice things about the person then it sounds like either you want them back or that they aren't flawed and they are walking into a trap. If you say bad things about your ex then you sound like an ex with an axe to grind. So I thought ok how about a little of both. Well that could work, but most likely you'd say something that's more positive or negative and face the first problems. Plus I know Coach and if he got wind of it and I said something that wasn't positive or sounded like I put doubt in the person's head then my head would roll. I guess when it comes right down to it, I wouldn't say anything for those reasons. I don't want to be a wedge that starts a fight in a happy relationship. Plus people change. He might have worked on those anger issues. And I really don't want to start an unnecessary fight. It was a weird thought. I guess it comes from the fact I'm on so many websites that there is a good chance that if he did meet someone they'd run into me.
Feeling a little better today. No haven't been hit on by a guy or anything. I just feel better today. Wish I could bottle whatever it is and spread it out through the rest of the days. Just need to get past January I keep telling myself.

 I know I say it a lot, but it's true I had a crush on these two. Jon Galt just was this guy that I felt like you could just be yourself with. He wasn't super muscular, but pretty fit. And he's not a super tall guy so I wouldn't have to constantly be looking up. Jake Deckard cemented my love of guys with tattoos. I'm glad he's back doing porn and he looks hotter now than he did then. Well when he has his beard. I just don't like mustaches on guys.

 I love this angle I really do. As I've said before I love to blow guys. I like to look up at a guy while I'm blowing him. Then throw in him playing with his nips and I'm a happy boy with a cock in my mouth.

 Gotta love the fact that phones can take pictures and make them easily shared. Seems like so many naked guy pictures are being found these days. Then again how many guys do you know that don't take naked pictures of themselves using their phones? I can honestly say I know one.

Yeah I'd do this guy in a heart beat.

Videos

So basically nothing has happened to me yesterday worth mentioning in a blog so I'm skipping the blog post today and just posting the videos. First up are two mature cops. Just fyi it's only oral and making out. Still I would do the bigger guy in a heartbeat. Next up is Tomm and Alex Stevens. I don't know who is who. Probably would if I paid attention. It's kinda your typically daddy son video. A big muscular older guy fucking a twink. I posted it only because the top is very hot. If you've never heard of the legendary (not really but go with it) Aiden who can shoot multiple loads when being topped then this third video is a must. Even when I bottomed I never could get more than a load out. The fun part is that we all must remember he's straight. I'm sure he's begging his old lady to fuck him all the time. Last up is Mark Slade having cuffed sex. Despite how it sounds, this is actually a pretty romantic scene. I kinda want to try it. It requires a lot of close contact and working in unison to accomplish a goal. Now at one point I'm sure they took the cuffs off then re-did them or those guys are really flexible.

Not wednesday yet

Today feels like it should be Wednesday. It just seems like today has dragged on. It's still super cold here and still no one is out and about. I was also in a bit of a funk today, but talked to a friend of mine who got me out of it. I guess I was just needing someone to vent to. As much fun as some guys think it may be to be the lust object of guys, it's really not all that great. Seems like I can't get anyone to actually talk to me and want to meet me. They all want to know what can I do to please them in bed. It was just getting to my self worth. Makes me feel like I have nothing else to offer, but I'm back now. Feeling a little better and tried to lay the foundation with two other guys to hopefully have something happen down the road. Other than that nothing new today besides me wanting to go home.

 I want to say this guy is Dennis James, but I could be wrong. I'm not familiar with bodybuilders the way I use to be. Anyway could his body look more massive. While his body looks huge it sure looks like he has a small neck. Must be the way he's trying to lift the bar.

 I wonder if I had a bit more fat and hair on my body if I could do this. Then I realize why the hell would I want to? It's one of those just because you can doesn't mean you should. Talk about epic shrinkage.

 My throat feels dry just looking at this. That guy has a massive dick. I want to say it's altered, but I'm 99.99% sure it isn't. I'm sure all the size queens are after him. The ironic thing is that I bet he's a bottom. Seems like a lot of the bottoms I run across are guys with huge dicks. Usually it's because they haven't found a guy comfortable enough to be fucked by their massive dick.

I really like this position as a top. Just letting the bottom take over the fucking while you explore his body and make him feel as good on the outside as you are making him on the inside.

Videos

First up is Axel and Jake Ryder. As the name suggests, they were a couple when they first started doing porn. I don't know if they are still a couple. I just know Axel did more porn than Jake. That doesn't really mean that they broke up, but you never know. Anyway, Axel is a mechanic who's goofing off while he's suppose to be working on Jake's car. You can figure out what happens next. Then it's a little military fantasy. This recruit is just sick and tired of being told what to do, but still finds his superior hot. This of course means he fantasizes about giving him a good pounding. This is the final scene from A few good men if I recall right. A good barber makes you feel better leaving his shop than you did coming in. He gives you personalized attention and will listen to the craziness that is your life without making too many remarks. Well this barber will giveyou more than just a shave and a haircut. No he'll suck your dick and let you fuck him to work out that frustration. There is a reason why he's popular with all the guys. If you want to see torture (not real torture) watch this last clip. Basically soliders caught two enemy soliders. One solider isn't talking so they start to torture him. They have sex while he watches. Yeah that is real torture. While this is going on two other soliders notice the action. Correction one notices it, and the other notices him noticing the action. Just watch it.

Hard to keep the head up

Today is just one of those days where I just can't seem to stay positive. I know it's the cold. With the windchill is below 0. That makes me tired and when I get tired I want to snuggle and of course I remember I have no one to snuggle with. Plus the fact that seems like everyone is dating someone isn't making me feel better. Remember the guy I mentioned awhile back that said all gay guys are douchebags and that he wants a guy who's basically straight, but will let him suck his dick and fuck him. He wants a guy that's height and weight proportionate. Well he found a guy to date and they had their third date yesterday. I can't even get a guy to give me a first date and I'm not that picky. Ted has someone he's seeing. I don't know just making me feel like there is something wrong with me again. So ready for winter to be done with.

 If this guy looks familiar then you clearly have been watching porn for the past couple of years. This is indeed a young Samuel Colt in a bodybuilding show. This was when he was just a bit smaller than he is now. When you see him now, it's not surprising that he did bodybuilding. Even now he's still very proportionate.

 I don't know who I'm more jealous of in this photo. The guy getting his nipple played with cause he gets to have the sexy guy wearing a collar or the guy wearing the collar.

 I have no problem with guys with long facial hair like this. As long as it doesn't go past the middle of the chest I can deal with it. Probably because I have a friend who has one that is that long. I personally wouldn't do it....and couldn't do it now that I think about it.

Chris Duffy was and still is a sexy man. I wanna say this photo was taken in his hay day. Now he has a whole lot more. In fact one arm is pretty much covered in them. Needless to say I have no problem with a guy getting tattoos. Yeah that man could make me melt.

Videos

Ok before you watch this first one have your towel ready. It is HOT! There is no back ground but who cares. Just a big dick top fucking a hungry bottom. My favorite part was when the top was fucking him standing up while the bottom fucked himself in the tops arms. Ok I'm not describing it right. Wait until 19:40. That was the point I almost shot. I would have if I wasn't edging. Skp the first couple of seconds of this next video. It's just an ad for some stupid site. Two guys are playing a game in their breifs and of course that means they get horny and have some fun. It's a hot flip flop scene. Wish the big guy was on top a little longer. Third up is Huessein and Ivan andros. Two muscle studs fucking. Both of which I wish still did porn. Man they are so hot. This is another really good video. It's a daddy threesome. From start to finish it's boner material. Lots of sucking, rimming, nipple play, everyoen gets fucked, and the cum. This is what a true threesome should be like. No one left out. Everyone doing someing. Last up is Jon Galt and Ray dragon. I can't remember what movie this is from, only that I watched it a lot. I had a major crush on Jon Galt and I just loved him in this scene. Ray Dragon isn't bad either, just that Jon stole the scene for me. Will say Ray does get this very long pre-cum string while getting rimmed.

....what...the...hell

Did the universe hear me yesterday and decide to throw me a bone? Apparently so. Shortly after I posted yesterdays post a guy I was talking to on grindr got me to agree to suck him off in the back room. Something I hate doing because well it's in the backroom of the store. Seeing as I couldn't remember the last time I got off I agreed. Now this guy insisted that this would be discreet and I don't tell anyone. Yeah I ok got that. Well he came over after a meeting and in his message he said I'm working so don't freak out. This of course kinda started to worry me cause you only have to warn someone of that if you have a job that isn't very popular. So I'm thinking he's like a garbage man or something. Well in pops this cop in uniform. Yeah that's the guy I was talking to. Yes I did suck him off and he sucked me off. Yeah I totally sucked off a cop...in uniform. Scratch that off my bucket list. Afterwards we chatted a bit more and he asked if he freaked me out. I told him no you didn't since I knew I didn't do anything illegal. He then shoots back that the only illegal thing is that we don't do that more often. Anyway so that was the kinda start.
Then all of a sudden I get all these guys interested in me. Normally that would be great, but they were all 40+. Now obviously I have no problem with guys in that range, but I don't want to date them. All three of my exes are over 40 and they were all horrible break ups. I'm not going through that again. And they are all guys who don't live nearby (except one). One is the guy who I talked to when Ted was gone that one weekend and he should me why I don't want to be around him when he's drunk. So yeah not giving that guy the time of day.
The real thing that shocked me was there was a guy I messaged that actually messaged back. He had no photo, just stats. 5' 7" 162 lbs. If that sounds familiar it's because I'm 5' 6" and 165ish lbs. The interesting thing is the guy actually called me up....twice yesterday. Once while I was at work and couldn't answer and once last night after I got back from a meeting. He wanted to meet up yesterday, but we couldn't cause of the meeting. Did talk and he said we could try to meet on Sunday, but he does own two bars and a restaurant so needless to say he could get busy which I understand. My problem is when guys just cancel for no good reason. Oh and turns out he knows the guy that canceled on me the other night. Apparently he's done the same thing to him. Which makes me feel better cause I know it's not me. He's in fact the jerk.

 The guy on the left is Craig Golias (think I spelled that right). The guy on the right is Peter Latz. That is how massive Craig is. He recently was on a Jimmy Z video (working out only sadly) and the dude is just huge. He's just this wall of muscle. Just wonder what he did to get that big (ignoring the obvious). Now that would make it hard to workout.

 The cop I sucked off didn't look like this guy (he was bigger in the stomach and pretty tall), but this is pretty much how I sucked him off. He was in his complete uniform and with his cock out. And sadly it wasn't as big as this guy, but it was a mouth full.

 Nothing like a white background to make a black cock stand out even more. Why can't I find guys like this interested in me?

I like to play with guy's nipples. If that isn't obvious then you haven't been on this blog very long. Not only do I like to play with them, but I like guys that like to play with them. Especially when you are fucking them. That is super hot.

Pretty naive

I'm kinda pissed at myself for being so naive. Yesterday a guy who lives in madison (about 3 hours away) messaged me on a4a and we got talking. He supposedly had only been with one other guy and was looking to have more guy on guy action. Well we started talking and I told him I'm not traveling that far for a hookup. Well after he assured me that he wanted more we got talking. Well as I got to try to know him it seemed like he would only give me one word answers when it was any question that didn't have to do with sex. Then he stopped chatting all together. Well I messaged him today and he started chatting again then again as I tried to ask him more about himself I get nothing. This from the guy who said he's always by his phone. Then I get on a4a and he deletes his tracks. So that told me all I needed to know. The fact that he went and looked at my profile then deleted his track means that he wasn't ever interested. I got my hopes up for nothing. That's why I'm pretty pissed at myself. I would have never let it get as far as I did in the past. I guess I wanted to believe him, but I was being very naive.
I use to be better at reading guys. No I don't mean like throwing shade or being clicky. I mean being able to see the motive behind the action. Yes sometimes I over read into things, but a lot of the time (least lately) I under read things. I mean Coach had some red flags that I ignored and so did the other guys that I went out with. I guess it's that whole patience thing again. If I had been patient and really looked at the situation I would have realized that he was playing me the first time he didn't answer my pretty simple question. I simply asked do you have any siblings and that took like 30 minutes to get a one word answer. Ugh. I guess I really do have a lot of growing up to do.

 Left or right. Which one is better? To be honest he's sexy with or without the leather. Be cooler if the pictures were took at the exact same angle with the exact same pose, but that's always hard if you aren't doing it professionally.

 Well that's a handful. I know it is a close up, but still you can tell that's a pretty big dick. And looks like it's also uncut which just makes it that much hotter. That's a two fister that's for sure.

 I really find it hot when guys do this to me. You're kissing them when they kinda lift you up and bring you closer. Just something so sexy about it. Also makes it hard for me to not cum at that point since my dick is usually squished right between his stomach and my stomach.

Do the police really dress like that and if they do what country is it so I can move there.

Videos

First up is Trenton and DO flip flopping. This isn't the first time DO has bottomed, but it's still a big deal. I believe this is the 2nd time he did. Anyway the two make a very hot pair. It looks very mutual and both guys are pretty even. It's one you won't be sorry for watching. Next up is Brent baines and the fireman. Must say that I think Brent makes a better fireman than the guy they got to play one. Then again I can see how Brent can lure a guy in. Next up a Daddy and his boy flip flop. This is another hot one. The boy isn't one of those skinny twins. He has some meat on him and so does the dad. It's another one that's fun to watch from start to finish. Especially cause the dad is in control formost of it until the boy gets to fuck him. That's a nice role reversal. Last up is a muscle bear threesome. It starts off with a massage/phyiscal therapy that leads to well a threesome. Wouldn't mind being there to lend a helping hand or mouth or dick. I think I really did well with this sampling of videos if I do say so myself.

A better hump day

Needless to say I wasn't having a good Monday or Tuesday. Well today I feel better. I'm doing my best to just move on from the craziness and focus on making today a good one. Other than that nothing super special happened today. Just talking to friends. Well I guess there is some bit of news. It's probably another reason why I've been a bit irritable. Ted has a boyfriend now. There was this guy he's been talking to and they decided they were in a relationship after they met like 2 weeks ago in person. I guess part of me is not necessarily jealous of him, but more about the situation. I'm officially the only single person of the group. Least before me and Ted were single together. So the fact that my date decided to be a dick didn't help anything. Then also having to deal with the whole mike situation didn't help anything. I think realizing that has helped me a lot. It's one of those things I can't tell Ted because I know he'd feel bad and possibly break up with the guy which I don't want. I wanted him to move on and he has. Just wish I could move on with someone too. I know he wants that too. I'm sure he feels bad every time the guy calls or texts.

 More proof that guys look hot in jockstraps. This guys has a great body no doubt, but his package just seems a bit girthier because it's in a small jockstrap pouch. And I'm sure if he'd turn around his ass would be framed oh so nicely.

 I always wondered what it would be like if bodybuilders started doing shows naked. I mean it would make more sense. There is truly nothing hiding any of the physique. You could truly see every muscle. Plus sometimes those posers make guys look like the have a bit of a gut because of how they dig in. clearly this guy has no trouble posing nude.

 Talk about stuck between a rock and a hard place. Both of these guys are my type. Older guys that have physical jobs. They don't spend every waking minute working about getting the perfect body. That's what makes them sexy. They don't have to try to be.

I truly thought that Jessy Ares was pretty new the porn scene, but that goes to show how into the porn scene I am. He's been around since 2011. I thought his first film was Awake. It would explain why he seems to have undergone such a transformation and has a wide variety of photos. Then again isn't thought how fame is. Sometimes you can do tons of movies, but won't hit it big until one just stands out. Think about Seth Green.