Wanting to skip a day

Today I woke up and totally thought it was Friday. That of course gets me super psyched cause I had only one more day of work to go before Saturday then Sunday. Then I realize it's Thursday and my heart sank a little.
I did have another edging zen moment. Me and the guy I'm going on the date with were talking about porn we like. He mentioned he also liked the movies of real couples that have interviews at the beginning before going into the action. Well I happened to have one of those movies and I was watching it this morning. I did what I normally do which is skip to parts I like or just skip around. Well I skipped to an interview of one couple and one of the guys was talking about what it's like to have sex with a partner. Then as if talking to me he said and once you have that, the anonymous one night stand sex loses it's appeal. I'm truly at the point where I do not want that. I'm not knocking guys that do like that, but it's really not for me. I'm at the point where after sex with a random guy I feel worse then I did when I was just horny. I want this one guy that is mine and mine alone. I want a guy who I make a connection with and have this spark with. A guy who wants to be with me outside the bedroom as well as inside. A guy that would be ok if all we did was naked snuggling. It doesn't sound like a tall order to some of you, but it apparently is. It's why this date scares and excites me. If we do hit it off as well as I'm feeling we do I could have that person. The thought that scares me is that he is going to say, no thanks, but we can still be friends. Yes I'm still doing better than I was the day before, but it would crush me. Yet that side is getting smaller and smaller. I feel he is having the same worries and the same fears I am. One of the couples that was being interviewed mentioned that they were together for five days and a couple came by and thought they were together for 5 years. I'm just wondering if that's the spark that I'm feeling here. Well I'm getting ahead of myself. I got 3 days to wait and find out how it goes.

 See if this is what Tony Stark looks like under all that armor I can see why he's such a ladies man. Besides the having more money than god thing. He always struck me as arrogant which is a big turn off, but if he kept the helmet on and looked like that, I could make it work.

 Ok that is so hot. If you have ever used a fleshlite you know it feels pretty awesome. Now imagine two guys fucking the same fleshlite. I've never double penetrated a guy, but I'm sure it feels pretty amazing and a fleshlite is probably the closest I'll ever come to doing it again. And to do that with samuel colt would make me blow in like 2 strokes.

 A chained up muscle beast. Yeah please give me one of those for christmas santa.

So this guy is yet another guy to take up the name Brock from Sean Cody. The thing about Brock is that like all the other guys before him, the dude is huge. Looks like he's a bodybuilder, but he may be a personal trainer. I didn't listen to his interview. Will say the dude has MASSIVE quads.