Videos

First up is Rock getting a blowjob. Every time I watch guys like this one that know how to blow guys and get them to last I'm super jealous. I've never had any complaints about my blowjob skills, but I feel they could always be better. Maybe if they were I'd could get guys like Rock in bed. Next up we learn how to interrogate. In other words how to get a guy to suck your dick and get fucked. Third up is Mitchell Rock and the guy off the street. I don't know what his name is, but he's the guy off the street. Watch the clip and you'll get it. I wonder if this is from the movie Lucky Fuck since it was pretty lucky that this guy got contacted. Then it's Tyler Reed and Tyler Saint. Little known fact that Tyler Saint did do some bareback stuff. This is from Tyler squared if I recall right. Anyway it's kinda nice to see Tyler getting pounded instead of him giving the pounding. And speaking of poundings here is the video that I'm sure all of y'all have been wanting to see. I'm sure all of you are familiar with the fact that Paddy O'Brian has been topped. To be honest I could pass on the video for two reasons. 1 the opening was totally not needed. Seemed like it took forever for it to get going. I'm also not a fan of Topher. If anyone else had been the top I probably could have made it through, but I know some of you guys want to see it so watch it now before it's gone. Last up is Diego Lauzen and D.O. flip flopping. I will say for a "raunchy" video this one was sure tame. It's called stretching Diego's ass or hole or something like that, but it was actually not all that bad. They both flip flopped. Diego got thumb fucked and there was no fisting or dildos in sight. I'm of course very happy about that.

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The Ex factor

Last night Ted mentioned that Harry (trying out this alias for his bf) felt awkward in contacting me. Me and Ted were trying to figure out why. The reason that we think he feels awkward is because I'm the ex. Not just the ex, but an ex that is close to his current boyfriend. I think Harry is worried he'll say something to me that I may take offense to and go running to Ted. Now it could also just be that we haven't met. Could also be because I mentioned don't hurt Ted. There are a lot of things it could be, but I will chalk it up to that one. Let's face it dealing with your current flame's ex can be pretty sticky. Buck doesn't really have to worry about my exes. Ted he's met and knows that there is nothing going on between us, but we've been dating for awhile. Harry and Ted just started out and he hasn't met me yet. Plus the fact that me and Buck have very similar names doesn't help to make it look like I really have someone. I'm doing my best to show I'm not standing in Ted's way with him. Ted has never been happier. Well happier than he has been.
I guess I never realized how much an ex can play into a relationship. For instance if there is a child involved. Obviously the ex is very involved and you don't want to ruffle the feathers. The rarer thing to run into is when someone is friends with their ex. Think about it. How many of us are really friends with our exes. I know 2 out of the 3 I have won't even talk to me. The first lives in Texas and probably moved some time after he burnt the bridge between us. He's the one that imed me like 6 months after we broke up asking if I was moving too fast by shopping with my boyfriend (Ted at the time). He then accused me of cheating and it just escalated from there and I blocked him. I've since unblocked him, but pretty sure he doesn't use that im anymore. The other ex is Coach who basically hoped I'd end up being 46 and alone. The chances of me running into him are even slimmer since he lives about an hour away and I may only go there once a year for a demolition derby my friend likes to go to. Can't seem him there since he doesn't like huge crowds of people. Buck's exes are all women so I really don't think that will be an issue. Doesn't sound like he's close to any of them. Least that means we can better focus on us.

Yes officer I would gladly service you to avoid getting a ticket.

 Now this was a very hot pairing. Tyler Saint, Robert Van Damme, and Skye Woods all at the gym. It has like 4 parts (which is annoying), but still hot none the less. The biggest guy gets his ass pounded and body worshipped. If only I could have been a fly on the wall for this video.

 I should know this guy's name, but alas I don't. I want to say it's Chris something. He did some porn videos and even posted a jack off video on his own. I know he's on bigmuscles.com. I know he's partnered and I know he's Australian. Just don't know the name. Still find him super sexy. Hell I have a major weakness for Aussies.
Edit: Thanks to a viewer I know this guy's name is Richard Bolt. Least that's what his facebook says. 

If you've ever tried to do this, you know how impressive it is. To deepthroat and then still be able to open your mouth wider to lick the balls.

A continuation

A while back I was going to mention something about the speed at which guys get in relationships, but got side track with a bit of cleansing. Well I'm back on this. I know that no two relationships are alike because no two people are alike let alone couple. I'm just amazed at how quickly a lot of guys are to get into a relationship. I got criticized for moving so quick with Coach, yet I will admit I did last longer than others. Ted is in a relationship after 2 and a half days. Yes they did spend a lot of time together since the guy stayed over, but they are saying they love one another. A guy I know on bear got into a relationship with a trucker, which then became a family (4 guys), then he and one of the guys became bfs and no they aren't together. Another guy I know from life out is now in a relationship when just a few days ago he was complaining that all guys block him. I just wonder if your age plays a part in all this. These are all guys 40+. Then again I've seen guys my age move that quickly. Just seems like it's rare to date a guy for a month or more before saying you are in a relationship. Maybe I'm just too old fashioned. What about you guys that are in relationships. When did you say that you two were in one? Just seems like everyone else is allowed to run into this full steam except me.

 Talk about being helpless. All these guys are clearly in good shape. The idea that two buff daddies plan on torturing/pleasuring me would be too much for me even blindfolded.

 Some guys are squirters. When I'm stimulated right and in the right position I can do something similar to this. Also depends on how long it's been since I jacked.

 Lito Cruz is such a hottie. Big dick, sexy body, that very sexy dad charm. The man knows how to fuck. Wonder if he has someone he comes home to. Not that he wouldn't be able to find someone if he went out hunting.

I think this is at a bodybuilding competition. I do suck at guessing where in Asia someone is from (more with Japanese, Chinese, Korean, etc). I know there is a way by telling by the eyes, but I have yet to learn that one. Anyway the guy is nice built. Don't know why he's wearing jeans if it's a bodybuilding competition. Kinda hides the lower half of the body.

Videos

First up today are two guys fucking while climbing. I'm actually not making that up. I can't imagine doing this scene. I've only rock climbed in doors and I can not imagine trying to go at it on one of those little pegs. I'm sure they had tons of safety people, but still. Next is something a bit more my speed. Morning sex. I posted this one before, but I'm sure it's been deleted. I sadly do not know these guys names or where this came from. I'm just happy to watch it. This third clip is by far one of my favorite ones. This was the first video I've ever seen Austin Wolf in. Well first that I know of. If you like really romantic and passionate fucking then you will like this one. Austin is just my idea of a perfect top. Not into himself, takes his time getting the bottom use to his dick, and then finally pounding the hell out of him. Even let's the bottom go first. The amazing body he has too is also a plus. Next up is Hank Hightower. With the amount of times that he has played a cop I wonder if he really was one. Anyway this is a pretty old clip as you can tell. The foreplay goes on for quite some time so if you don't like it then skip to about the 36 minute mark. Then we have two guys in a hotel. I'm surprised they weren't kicked out shortly after. Was hot. Last up is the movie Original sinners. It is a long one. Took forever for me to actually watch the whole thing. That is both good and bad. Some scenes were very hot, but there is a lot of plot in this one. I mean A LOT! If you have a lot of time or a fast internet connection then I'd give it a shot. More for the sex than the plot.

Big weekend coming up

So this weekend is shaping up to be the first time I stay over with Buck. Yes we have been dating awhile, but I didn't want to force that upon him. Seeing as I'm the first guy he's been with I don't want to move so fast that it freaks him out. And no we still haven't used the big L word. That's another thing I'm going to let him say first. I'm not suspecting that we will be saying it any time soon. I like the pace we are going. We even watched a movie on Saturday and afterwards just snuggled. Granted his place was freezing, but still we just laid there and enjoyed each other. It was really nice. No pressure to do anything sexual. Just enjoy being with each other. Also helps his dogs are actually getting really attached to me. Well the female one is. She likes to lay on my lap. Still trying to keep that negative voice in my head quiet. Or at least know how to shut it up. Kinda nice to be in a decent spot where I'm not worried about everything he does. Now if I can just calm down about him not texting me early in the morning. I know he works late, but still the negative thoughts play out.

 Don't know what to say here. I mean look at this guy. Kinda one of those shut up and service him situations, and he doesn't even have to say those words.

 Now that's an ass. Could certainly have some fun times with that one. I'm sure the front is just as impressive as the back. I envy the person that got to tattoo that sexy ass.

 Guess Marc Dylan is back in front of the camera. If you recall you couldn't go anywhere without seeing him in something. Well I guess he kinda got the hint and has been kinda on the sidelines. If I recall he only topped like twice on camera so this would make the third. It's not that he's not a sexy bottom, but he just seems like he should be versatile. Some guys just scream tops, other scream bottoms, and some just scream both.

This would be Trent Fosters. I don't know how recent this photo is. Last time I saw him he was doing a Straight Guys for Gay Eyes video. He looked pretty old. I don't know if he just tanned too much or if the camera wasn't that forgiving, but he just looked old, but I digress. The sad thing is that he's very straight. Hasn't done a thing with a guy.

Videos

First up is probably one of the first poster boys for gay for pay, Billy Herrignton. This is one of the solos he did. I think around the time this one came out he had at least fucked another guy. Am glad he isn't talking in this one. Just how he talks (not his accent, but the things he says) just turns me off. Which is a shame because he is a hot dude. Next up is Rodney st. cloud. I don't know if he still does his shows, but one thing everyone remembers about him is the fact that he has a huge dick to go with that huge body. I think there is a video out there where a guy sucked his dick, but I could be making that up. Most of his stuff is with women, but I digress. In it he's a "solider" ready to shoot his gun. Third up is Cayden Ross. I don't know the other guys name. This was actually the first video I ever saw with Cayden in it. He is such a hot stud. Can pound or get pounded. Will say the fact the door magically opens and closes is weird. Apparently this was part of some Randy Blue movie about guys coming out in sports. I'm noticing a theme with me lately. I have yet another doctor clip. I don't knwo who I find hotter? The doctor or the patient. It's for sure a very hot clip. Last up is an oral clip with Anthony Gallo and Cody Wilner. For an oral clip it's a major turn on.

Venting the pressure

So I was originally going to vent about Ted and his new relationship. Basically he moved way faster than me and Coach did, but no one has said anything. Which then was going to have me go on to if there is a double standard for what is considered "fast" based on age. Well that all lead me to this one conclusion (and there is logic behind this) there are things about Coach I haven't really gotten off my chest. When I thought about the speed which Ted is now in a relationship I wondered why it was such a big deal with me and Coach which got me wondering if I'm truly over Coach. Well the answer is I am, but I haven't really had closure. Based on how he treated me after the break up and how we haven't talked to each other since I never got to get some things off my chest. Now I'm not innocent here. I did my share of mistakes too. Since I can't really vent to Ted or anyone else I figure I need to get it off my chest before I get any further with Buck. This is probably going to be a long one so feel free to skip to the pictures.
There is a lot there between me and Coach. He was and still is the most fit guy I've ever dated. He was very buff as some of you saw with the pictures. That attracted me to his profile. Now there were a few warning signs I avoided. For one his profile length. usually when a guy has a profile that long he has a lot that he is expecting. There were tons of reasons he gave to not even bother messaging him. I didn't message him, he messaged me. He has had tons of photos of him shirtless or flexing. Yeah that gets a guy's attention, but if you have more to offer you'd want to show that too. So already there were quite a few red flags that I skipped.
On my side I really got swept up in the fact that this is a very sexy guy was talking to me. I didn't stand my ground on things like I should of. Plus Coach was the first guy I truly dated after Ted. Well dated for an extended amount of time. Yes Ted wasn't over me 100% at the time and that lead to some strain, but that wasn't really the issue. I let Coach kinda guide what we did. He lives about an hour away and was only up my direction once a week and he got done really late so our first two dates were late. The other thing is that I didn't pay attention to what I saw when I saw him at the gym. I can't stand guys that are way loud when lifting. Plus he had a guy who he was actively trying to impress. So that was my bad for getting swept up in the fact that a very muscular guy was into me.
Coach also had a lot of baggage. Yes we all have baggage, but most of us have made peace with it and carry it along without letting it drag us down. I heard not a single good thing about his past relationships. Not a single thing. Hell I can admit I was kinda happy with my first relationship until I realized I wasn't being true to myself. I can admit I had good times with Ted. I even had good times with Coach, but he portrayed them as all negative and all of them were the fault of the other person. That's not taking ownership of your past. Plus there were some other things in his past which did play a part in that. Which of course lead me to want to take care of him because he was so hurt. I sympathized with him and wanted to be what he needed. That was both of us.
The big thing that I think broke us up though was his temper and demonizing. You were either with or against Coach. There was no in between. He was not above talking about someone's relationship and how it was wrong. My dads have an open relationship. It works for them, but doesn't work for me or Coach. He could have said that and moved on, but he actively told me why it was wrong. Because my friends were talking about me behind my back they were gossiping and what was wrong with the gay community. So on and so forth. It got to the point where I didn't even want to mention what music I liked. Wouldn't even play it for him. And he was so quick to anger. I mean if you just said something wrong he would see red. Don't know how many times he would get mad and I would have to calm him down. He blamed it being a Sagittarius like Frank Sinatra. Then he would listen to republican radio which always pissed him off and call me to tell me about it. Dude if it pisses you off then don't watch it. I can't stand politics so I don't watch it.
My biggest mistake though was letting him know I had a blog. I openly admit that. This is my place to reflect on things. And share naughty pictures and videos. We all need an outlet from time to time. That's not always our boyfriend or girlfriend because we sometimes need to vent about them. If I said anything negative about Coach I could see him freaking out saying why are you telling everyone that instead of talking to me. So I had to keep everything rosey. All in all it was just not a good relationship and probably would have ended sooner if I didn't have so much yelling going on and could truly vent.

 Gotta love photo editing sometimes. I think this tone that they put it on just seems to make Branch pop. His pecs certainly seem pretty full and almost like you could reach out and touch them.

 I sometimes wonder if I've been doing this too long. I look at this picture and at first I'm like this guy is pretty well built then I look too closely and it looks like his body is way tanner than his face. Now that I've stepped back you can tell it's not photo shopped, but man when you see so many that are nearly seamless you just can't help but judge all of them.

 That's pretty much how I'd be if I was tied down while some guy played with my nips. I've always wanted to do this to be honest. Just something fun about being in control of another male. Especially one with a dick like that.

You just look at some guys and think they have all the luck. The facial structure, the genetics for the perfect body and want to strangle them. After of course you get them off. Christian powers is one of those guys.

One more day...after today

Just trying to get through the day. I keep getting headaches off and on. I'm sure it has to do with sinus pressure. It's also hard to get into the swing of things. I'm also still pretty sore. So yeah got a lot I'm trying to get use to again. Other than that nothing really special to report.

 More proof you can age correctly. It's no shocker that I like older men. Just something about being with an older guy that's a turn on for me. Anyway you can tell this guy is a monster between the sheets. Out in the fresh air with a boner. I'm sure he's thinking about his reward for taking this photo.

 A while back I read this erotic story about werebears. They are exactly what you think they are. Based on the description I always thought this is what they would look like. Well in their hybrid form. They could go full bear too. This photo gives new meaning to the term bear chaser.

 A guy doesn't necessarily have to be doing something sexy to be sexy. This guy can just sit there all he wants. I could handle him just fine like that.

This guy is sexy, but I do have one problem. I wish he had some body hair. Don't get me wrong smooth guys are hot and fun in bed, but I just like a little bit of fur. Doesn't have to a full blown pelt, but just a little chest hair would be perfect.

Videos

Wow a lot of the videos I was going to post got deleted. Just means that they were that good. The problem with stockpiling videos. Anyway I have enough to keep everyone happy. First up are two cops. If you are a fan of smoking then you'll like this one. If you like guys in uniform you'll like it as well. It's all oral just fyi. Next up is Jacob scott and Bo knight barebacking. Way back when this was actually one of my first introduction to the world of barebacking. Back then it was a lot more fringe. Not so much anymore. Proving that even porn goes in fads. Third up Ace Hanson (least I think it's him) gets some action. I can't remember what video this was for. Ace did a lot of videos where he was the boss and ends up sleeping with everyone. The nice thing about this one is that they actually flip flop. Will say I wouldn't have minded if they cut down on the finger fucking. Then it's Gauge seeing what a rookie stripper has to offer. I do know that this was for a movie where Mark Dalton was this famous stripper. This was one of the few videos where Gauge had sex with another guy. This fifth clip is yet another reason why I can't see a male doctor. Granted this guy was shirtless in a labcoat, but still. And notice how the patient initiated the sex not the doctor which is kinda rare. Glad my physical is over. Last up is Tom Lord in a Muscle Gods video. I have found memories of this video. Way back when, I came across the site musclegods.com and was looking at the previews for the videos. Tom's was the first one where I saw another guy's dick. Oh boy did I love to watch that clip over and over again. As you can see he's a hottie. Just wish he hadn't done whatever he did to his dick. 

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Feeling old today

So I'm just all types of sore. They say that muscle doesn't being to atrophy until 2 weeks without use. They say that taking a week off will help you break a plateau. Well I call bullshit. My legs are sore from when I power walked to my connecting flight. My chest is sore from yesterday's chest workout, and I can tell my back is going to be killing me tomorrow. Yeah I just hurt all over.
On the plus side I did have a nice night with Buck. And he actually mentioned having me stay over which of course I'm all for. I'm thinking next Saturday. By then I won't be hurting all over. Do wish I could help him find a job. He's been trying, but keeps getting rejected and I can tell it's wearing on him. Plus the fact he's having such a hard time cumming isn't helping either. So I'm doing what I can to show him I'm still interested in him because I honestly am. Yeah it would be great if I could get him to cum, but he's erect around me and he enjoys kissing me and holding me. I'm growing attached to him and I can't see leaving him over something like that. Speaking as a guy who's been on anti-depressants and not been able to cum, it's weighs on you. There is this constant fear that the other guy is going to think you aren't into them or that they will never talk to you again. So I guess that makes it easier for me to understand his situation and not judge him for it.

 My first thought when I saw this image was that it was photoshopped. Well it isn't. I wish I could remember his name. That is a dick that just looks huge. Got to be at least 10 inches. And the fact he has such a narrow waist makes it look that much bigger. So hot!

 I still don't know what Brad Hollibaugh is up to. His site is still up and looks like it's updated kinda regularly. Would like to know what video this comes from. It seemed like it took forever for Brad to show off his dick. And he doesn't have a small dick. It's pretty big because it fits his size. Most big bodybuilders look like they have small dicks because of the sheer size of their body. Not Brad. He's got a whopper.

 Another image from Magic mountain. I think this is the only other human character. If you like Lumberjack types then well this guy is for you. From what I can gather you can do things to make the guy more aggressive (head on the left side) or submissive (right). I looked into playing this game, but looks like I'd have to pay, but does look like it's a computer game, but don't quote me on that.

I'm sure it's "sinful" to think having sex with a demon would be hot, but I can't help it that bara makes them so damn sexy. Plus they tend to have a lot of human features like this guy. Cover the horns and teeth and he just looks like a very tan guy. Well now everything is awake.

Videos

First up today is a threesome with Viktor Perseo, Bem Campezi & Jake Gianelli. I can honestly say I don't remember this scene. It looks like it's a Blue Production video and I thought I've seen them all. It might be from Bouncer. I'm too lazy to go check. If you are a fan of rimming then you will like this clip. Most of it is rimming, but it is straight guy rimming. You'll see what I mean when you look at it. This next clip is with Brock Armstrong. Sadly I think he has retired from porn. Seemed like he was everywhere then all of a sudden he disappeared. Shame because he is such a hottie. And boy can he take dick. Third up is Jake Deckard and Kyle King. So glad Jake came out of retirement. He's such a sexy daddy. Then it's Jon and Sean. This is a bit of a flip flop scene. Jon kinda takes charge most of the video. Now I may have missed the cumshot, but I'm pretty sure neither guy did. Did sound like there was an orgasm though. And man does that Sean have a big dick. Last up is Adam Russo getting pounded. Nothing really more to say about that one. Will say I wouldn't mind getting a crack at that ass.

Back from vacation

Sorry I didn't post more. I was a lot busier than I thought I'd be. Seemed like the time I did get to myself I was on the phone talking to Ted or texting Buck. Apparently me going away was good luck for everyone. Buck was constantly letting me know he missed me and couldn't wait to see me again and wished he was feeling better before I left. So I'm feeling better about where we are. Ted actually met someone. Not only did he meet someone, but they were together Friday night until Sunday morning. Ted even came out for this guy. Now I am happy for Ted don't get me wrong. I'm just a guy that likes to wait before getting super psyched. I feel like I jinx stuff if I get too excited too quickly. Ted is happy and the guy knows about our relationship and hasn't tried to stop it. Ted is on cloud 9.
As for me and Buck I'll be seeing him tonight. As some of you know he didn't get to see me the Sunday before I left because he was just not feeling good. Well all week he pretty much said he wished he was feeling better and that he missed me. Even said he should have picked me up from the airport. I so missed him too. I guess I'm trying not to rush into anything. All while I was gone I was wanting to use the L word which I'm still not entirely ready to say. I missed him a lot and I really do like being with him, but just want to date a little longer before I say it. We haven't even slept in the same bed over night. I am thinking that next week I will ask. This week I need to get back into the swing of being home.
As for my trip I was actually good. I didn't do a single guy. I spent it just having fun with family and friends. That was a first for me. I will say I did look at grindr and growlr and a4a, but that's all I did. I just looked. Nothing wrong with looking. Must say there are a lot of good looking guys in Texas, but a lot of them are guys I wouldn't go for. They are the type that want a specific race or they are discreet. There is a lot of opportunity, but just not a lot of substance. I also didn't see many of the guys I saw last year. Just found that interesting. Only saw two that I saw last year and they are using the same picture they were back then. All in all it was a nice trip.

 Yum! That is one sexy dude. You can tell this is a guy who has stayed in shape all his life. Sure it's fun watching him workout. He would certainly motivate me.

 I'm a big fan of guys riding others in porn. By far it's my favorite position. Just seeing a guys hard cock bounce up and down while riding or flop in the air. Just so hot.

 I volunteer to help get sand off this guys body :)

What can I say? I mean really what needs to be said about this image. Giving new meaning to the phrase built like a bull.

Videos

So I'm still on vacation. Nothing super special has happened so no real reason to post a normal blog post. I will be nice enough to finally post a video post this week. Finally have time where I can do it. I'll also be able to post one tomorrow...most likely. Anyway the first video today is the movie Dads in briefs. This was the only time I ever saw Steve Parker without his trademark goatee. If you like muscular dads in briefs then you will like this movie. Next up are two lean guys flip flop. This video is perfect evidence of why I like flip flop scenes. I swear they are a lot more passionate. It's not a hard and fast rule just something I've scene. Third up is Doug Jefferies having his way with a hiker. Then again what do you expect when you sun bathe in the nude. Next up is a Bear taking care of his cub. This is the kinda scenario I always hoped would happen to me growing up. Some sexy stud showing me the sexual ropes. Now that's not really the plot with this one, but it's what it makes me think of. Oh how I love this fourth clip. I wish I knew the name of the bigger guy. He's waiting for the doctor and gets a little horned up. And being a good health care professional the nurse can't let him stay like that. It's a very hot scene. Last up is a bathroom flip flop. I believe the bigger guy is named david something. Man if only I was a fly on the wall.

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And I'm almost on vacation

So I'm going back to Texas for a visit on Monday. That means that this blog will be inconsistently updated next week. Monday I most likely won't be able to update the blog. I'm leaving early in the morning. I do have a layover in Chicago, but it's pretty hard to find a safe place to turn on my laptop to look at pictures and videos of naked dudes going at it. Tuesday I probably won't get to post either since my dad will be taking me over night. Wednesday night at the earliest might be the only time I can post something. I'll try to tweet when I can. Thursday I should be able to get one posted pretty easy. The rest of that week should be fine, but we will see. Letting you guys know now so you don't think I just disappeared off the face of the earth. I'm also (for once) not going to be playing while down there. Last year it just didn't end well. I spent more time trying to get guys to hook up with who ended up flaking on me or not being what they seemed when I could have been spending that time with family and friends. It also helps that I have a cute guy waiting for me here. I'm not doing anything to jeopardize that. Speaking of Buck, I was over at his place yesterday. It was a very nice night. Sadly he's still having boner issues. I know it's stress and the fact that this is the first time he's really been with a guy. He is getting better. He's able to stay harder longer, but when it comes time to well cum he just can't seem to keep it up. Plus he's certainly opening up to me a lot faster than I thought he was. He kinda took me by surprise when he said he liked me. It was just out of the blue and very matter of fact. He then quickly said he isn't ready to say the other L word. I laughed and said if you were then you would have freaked me out. We are certainly not to that point yet. The next time I say that word will be when I feel it in my entire being. When I truly know that I want to take a relationship to the next level. I throw it out there far too fast. I did it with my first relationship, with Ted and definitely with Coach. I let his emotions and drive push me to that. Plus didn't help that I had so many people telling me not to do it. I'm sadly too stubborn and rebellious.

 Not every guy knows how to move his hips. And not every guy has a dick that swings this sexily. Certainly would be fun to see how he works those hips in bed.

 This is honestly how I thought a minotaur would look. I know that they only have the head of a bull and the body of a man, but I always pictured them having more bull to them. I read an erotic story dealing with a minotaur and since then I've always thought of them as sexy. This guy was illustrated to be a Bull furry, but still I think it would make a sexy minotaur.

 Saw this on twitter the other day. This guy is apparently Troy steel. Least that was the name attached to the tweet that was retweeted. Must say I'm super jealous. He has some sexy legs.

This is from the game I mentioned yesterday. Looks like it's called Meat Log Mountain. I assume it's a computer game. Like I said I don't know much about it. Just that the guys are well built like this. The video I did see involved this demon here who looks gruff and tough, but apparently prefers to be submissive. Wouldn't mind getting to play a copy. As long as it was translated.

Seriously dude...

I'm sure some of you remember Scott. If you don't know who Scott is let me give you the cliff notes version. Scott is a guy who was seeing someone when I met him, but he was unhappy with him and latched onto me. Then I said I think I want an open relationship and he said I lied to him and he unfriended me and stopped talking to me. Then out of the blue he talked to me again and wanted to be my friend again. Then he wanted to date me we tried and shortly after he didn't want to date me again. Then he found this guy on manhunt and 2 weeks later is moving in with this guy and has never been happier, yet every chance he gets he's hitting on me or other guys. Well yesterday he starts chatting up Ted on bear. I've found out with Scott this typically means his "partner" is neglecting him. Specifically sexually. You won't hear from the guy for weeks until he isn't getting any. The worst part is that if he knows I'm single he will hardcore hit on me. Say things like you want Daddy to take care of you don't you? No I have no interest in being with you. You are "happily partnered". Why would I want to be the other guy or even entertain the idea of being the other guy? You aren't coming down to see me and if you are and you did something then I know you aren't the type of guy I want to date. I'm not into hook ups anymore. I'm looking for something long term with one guy. Of course now that he knows I'm dating someone he's bugging me for a photo. Dude you aren't going to ever meet the guy so why do you need to know what he looks like? I just don't get people a lot of the time.

 That's a nice ass. Easy hole access so it would be fun to rim and pound. Some guys with very muscular asses can sometimes have ass holes that are hard to get at or they can squeeze your dick off.

 This is from some Japanese game. I've seen images of it around the web on different blogs. From what I gather (I saw a video of this) you play a doctor who has demons as patients. Your goal apparently is to give them a good time. Certainly a lot muscle on these guys. You'll also notice they are uncut.

 I'm not going to try to spell this guy's name. It starts with an A and ends with a y. This is another one I was asked to post so I am. Whenever I don't have work to do I can be very accommodating.

This is Papi something else with a P. Again another one I was asked to post.

Videos

First up is a scene that I'm sure we all have seen many times, but I'm still posting it. If you haven't seen it, then well you are in luck. It's the first scene from a movie called Opposites Attract which as you can imagine focuses on pairings of guys who are opposite in some way shape or form. In this scene this guy is left at home alone while a roofer is suppose to come over and fix the roof. Well this roofer is Walter Soares a.k.a. a huge ass bodybuilder. The kid gets a crush and well just watch it. you won't be surprised. It even turns into a threesome in the third part. It's hard not to like this one. There is a reason why this one gets reposted a lot. Next up are some horny cowpokes. The sound on this one is pretty low. I had my volume on full blast and could still barely hear it. Not that you need to hear it to get off on it. Third up is a cop orgy. I don't know what movie this is from. I just know that it involves the popo and that's a major weak spot for me. Next up is a vintage double feature from Bullet studios. The first part is a solo. After some hard work (in his jock) the guy gets wet and relaxes which tenses something up and well it's a jack off what else can you expect. The second part has Bruno and Roger working out together which leads to them fucking. There is a reason why I like vintage clips. Last up is a feature with Papi Palermo. It is a long one. I don't know what parts are highlights because I didn't watch it. I was asked to post it and some of the vids I was going to post got deleted so I figured I'd share this one. Like I've said I keep things very easy for myself. It was a clip that I was asked to post and I was short today so I posted it.

What is a Teddy bear

I was talking to a friend of mine on bear the other day when something prompted me to call him a Teddy bear. I could tell that he took it wrong when he came back and said well I certainly am big. Or it was something like that. Either way he took it wrong. So I said it has nothing to do with the size you are. It's the fact that you are masculine and you are very sweet and looks like I'd be really safe in your arms. He then came back and said that's what my boyfriend says. I guess I use things and think people know what I mean. Whenever I call a guy a Teddy Bear that's pretty much what I mean. They are very masculine, but you can tell there is a very sweet guy there and you just want to give him a hug. At the same time you know that if he's holding you that you'd feel secure. Just like when you had a teddy bear (or other stuffed animal) when you were younger. They were a source of security. A guy can be a teddy bear without being a "bear". It all has to do with the build and the guy. A teddy bear knows how to hold a guy. Kinda makes you melt into him. The best example of a teddy bear has to be my go to porn boyfriend Rocky LaBarre. Rocky is a masculine guy no doubt, but when he smiles at you, you can see the sweet side. A guy that you'd be happy with him simply holding you. The guy that once he starts holding you, you don't want him to let go. Now most guys do become a teddy bear at one time or another. When your boyfriend (or in some of y'all's cases girlfriend) has a bad day and you just hold them to make them feel better. That's being a teddy bear. When guys become dad's a lot of them become teddy bears. Especially guys that have daughters. Even the butchest of guy's becomes very gentle and sweet around his girls. All in all being called a teddy bear is not an insult. It means you have a masculine look with a soft inside that others want to get to know.

 When a classic game gets x-rated. I always knew there was a reason why bowser and mario were always at each other's throat. It had nothing to do with the annoyance that is Peach. Anyway this just made my day finding this. It sadly wasn't translated into english, but from what I can gather Bowser was in for his check up and well there is a mess in the Doctors office.

 Leather is a tricky thing to navigate. Most guys look good in leather, but there is a fine line between looking good in leather and leading the leather lifestyle. Typically it's associated with a lot of kink. Whenever I find a video that has leather in it I always try to pay close attention because sometimes it will go from 0 to fisting like that.

 I always like seeing a top fucking. Especially one with a very muscular ass. Hell I just like looking at an ass fucking period. This guy has a very nice ass. Wouldn't mind bending him over while he's in that guy and pounding away.

Can't figure out if it's the angle that makes this guy's dick looks so big, the tightness of his briefs, or if it's just that damn big.

Just take some time

One thing that bothers me is when someone clearly doesn't take the time to make sure their message makes sense. How often do you get a message on a site where it just sounds and looks odd. There will be letters missing from words, and words missing from sentences. I understand that English isn't everyone's first language and not everyone went to a private school, but stop and take a minute to proof read what you write. Not trying to stereotype, but I see it more with the older generation than the younger. The younger have a problem all their own. It mainly consists of being too lazy to write a word out. So you get things like "ikr that guy is a jerk. ur better off". That's a small example, but you get my point. I'm not saying I'm perfect, but I do take the time to make sure what I'm writing makes sense. In an im chat I get that sometimes you get in a rush and misspell something or leave off a word. I do it all the time, but when you are sending a message on a site or writing a profile come on. Ted's ex is terrible with this. He sends texts and e-mails with words missing or with the wrong word in a sentence. He just writes and doesn't stop and think to check to make sure his thought got across. It's just one long run on sentence with a series of questions thrown in there. Like trying to figure out a code on a cereal box without the decoder ring.
The other thing that bugs me is the lack of reading that goes on. We all take some sort of time to write our profiles. For instance my grindr profile recently to I'm just looking to chat right now. Well within a few hours some guy is messaging me saying whip that cock out so I can suck it. Well hello to you too. It takes two seconds to look at a guy's grindr profile. Yeah I get that some guys don't want to beat around the bush and can just hook up with whatever guy takes the bait. Not me. I like to get to know the guy a little. My profile reflects that. Just like guys who want you to get straight to the point have a profile that reflects that. It's why I've avoided a4a and grindr. That and I'm with Buck. I just go on a4a to talk to friends. Maybe that's why it bugs me so much.

 I truly wish I was good at drawing. I see images like this and it's just amazing the detail. Instead I got the music bug. Anyway it's a pretty cute image. I can see the backstory being that this guy just got out of the water and his swim gear just happen to fall down.

 Marvel has gotten pretty interesting lately. This is an image from there website (notice the water mark). This isn't some fan coming up with a cute scenario. This is Rulk (Red Hulk) putting a sword up to a naked (minus the mask) deadpool. So many questions.

 There are guys that are just flat out sexy. They just don't have to try to be sexy. They have the perfect bone structure, the perfect body, and the perfect eyes. This guy is one of those lucky assholes. I don't actually mean asshole, but I wouldn't have minded getting those looks. I know it all boils down to genetics, but damn.

I like taller guys. Which isn't hard seeing that I'm only 5' 6". And he doesn't have to be way taller than me. He can be just like this couple here. Just something about being held by a taller guy that gets me going. And yes Buck is slightly taller than me.