Feeling the drag

I've kinda gotten into the drag period of blog posting. I kinda don't want to post because in doing so I focus on the things that have or haven't happened to me. At this time the guy that broke his ribs hasn't texted me at all which is odd for him. Needless to say that is playing with my self esteem and I'm trying to not think. Plus Nick has been talking to me for some strange reason. He's the guy that told another guy he was dead for some reason. He also started talking to me, then stopped, then started, then stopped, then asked if he could go on a date with me while asking his ex if he still had feelings for him. He's tugging at my heart strings. He's going on about being lonely and he won't be able to find love and so on and so forth. Part of me is like, "well duh you brought that onto yourself" then the other part is like "aww aren't we all, but don't expect me to date you". I mean I've heard all kinds of stories about him. Yes I know these are rumors and I shouldn't listen to them, but based on his behavior I have to believe them. He's been in jail for drug use/ misuse of funds. Someone said he's HIV positive which is why he gets all fired up, but won't meet anyone. I just rather steer clear of that. That's just a bunch of trouble waiting to happen.

 I didn't really pick this picture because of the guy in it, but more of because of what it reminded me of. I use to visit Musclex.com a lot and look at the free photos which all said sample on them. Sadly the website doesn't exist anymore. It's also where I read my first erotic fiction. Just reminds me of younger days.

 Well this just look a porn set up. You see a cop rock hard in a room with a telescope. Can't help but wonder if he was spying on the neighbor and got a little horned up. Would love to help him with that problem.

 Eddie Camacho was real popular then all of a sudden disappeared. He would regularly update his website then nothing. Sadly his website is gone. I can only speculate as to what the reason was for that based off of a profile of his from bodybuilding.com. He did do a solo shoot for muscle hunks recently and I believe another. I'm so jealous of that man's body.

One word for this: Romantic. I have nothing else to add.